im waiting fer our baby kahkahkah

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what i do is?

i just keep my mouth shut -oo-

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nah, i just keep them safely in my mind . Unless only as if i cant hold it anymore. Then i will blurt it out to anyone or any place. usually ill just keep my mouth shut . cause i feel better talking with myself than talk to others cause they cant comfort me as well as my own self , but atleast i have my own way to make myself calm and satisfied.

However, sometimes things become worst. Again, whatever. yes, I’m a coward . i dont have the courage to face the problems and face the facts by my own. i need someone who so called friend , but its really hard tho to find a good one . plus me myself sendiri masih ta prepare fer this , i think i'll just keep it by myself. thats better kot ,hmm

err , but then for those yang i pergi talk and tell them face to face or yang pegi membebel tetiba tanpa dipinta or anything .seriously, im damn sorry , didnt meant to hurt you people. its just that , you knoww hmm

AGAIN,another alternative -.- what i'll be doing? Hide and never muncul again -.-‘ .Easy way ha? not really cause later its only harm and hurting my self . sometimes i love to lied to myself that everything is fine while its not and usually i'll just let go the things and let the things happen eventho i knew that i can still stand up or prevent and win the cases . my lazybones , laziness and careless made me to be like this , urgh .

Whatever it is , as if something happen just in front of my eyes and terang lagi nyata . i'll stand up for this . i cant stand if people do something that make me look super stupid , senang cerita something that seems to be like they dont respect me . Eventually they should but they didnt for some reason which is stupid reason for their own safety. shit .

what kind of person is that ? a BULLshit .

cerita belum tamat ,

aku masih belum pulih sepenuhnya , hmm

Assalamualaikum