Sabtu, 30 April 2011
kita baru sahaja habis (;
WALAWEI
mei mei mei mei mei
is so coming soon c[:
HAHAHA
which is esok okay .
damn , love it (;
love today , love tomorrow , love the day after tomorrow
why do you love today aisyah ?
why darling why whyyy
HIHIHI
because today im in heaven ,
there's no more damn question to be answered !
erg im freaking glad the six damn papers already end
erg o.O other courses dah habis dulu okay =='
nevermind nebermind
HIHIHI
then how about tomorrow girl?
why do you love tomorrow , whyyy
erk -.-' , im going home okay ?
HIHIHIHI
love love love love love
then damn damn damn annoying girl ,
how about the day after tomorrow ?
aww ques? what a cute damn ques u're asking =.=
HA HA HA - cuti sem start kot (;
H E A V E N kan ? but its only fer a month :/
-_________________________-'
on second thought ,
T A K P E R L U L A M A L A M A -.-
nothing much to do pun at home
eh tipu ,
already got lotsaplans :D
HIHIHIHIHIHI
so imma so gonna use this one month segilagilanya (;
yang cerita tak tahan nya an an
im getting old , older and olderer
HA HA HA HA HA
habis sudah cerita kakak part two );
cerita yang penuh kisah kebahagian
teeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet
muahahahahahaha
-_______________________-'
seterusnya kisah hidup kakak part three (;
S E T E R U S N Y A :D
perjalanan hidup yang baru (;
for this one month ,
im going to dispose you
yes you (;
thats what you want ryte (;
then i will do as what you wish for bad boy
I LOVE YOU 7:19 PTG
Jumaat, 29 April 2011
Wait For Nothing.
meet my mare maru that gonna have new owner
.Wait For Nothing.
I check my phone for a text message I already know I’m not getting.
I look at my phone for a call I already know I’m not getting.
I look forward to the next couple days when I already know I’m not seeing you.
I wait for the sweet words from you when I already know I won’t hear them.
I hope for us to be together someday, when I already know we won’t be.
I wait for nothing, but I wait because I’m hopeful, because I care, because I believe.
i was wrong
my promise , this stupid hopes and imaginations will end soon
I LOVE YOU 7:05 PTG
AWWW :D
ALHAMDULLILAH :D
thank god thank god thank god
kite sudah melepasi tahap separuh akhir
b a y b e h .b a y b e h. b a y b e h
perjuangan kite sikit jo lagi
cheeet ; ina its only final exam okay*
damn whatever c[:
still can be ibarat kan as a war in real life
HIHIHIHI
damn , today's paper was damn tough
as fer me O N L Y lah
NGAHAHA :D
others maybe not?
mano ko tidak nyo -.-
spesis sejenis yang study nyo last minute
N G E H N G E H N G E H
walawei walawei walawei
i stay up tahu ? stay up weh :B
mana tidak stayup nya makcik ni -.-
start chapter one around 9 malam
memang ceritanya pukul 6 pagi lah habis study
ZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZz
G U E S S what ?
at seven a.m dah bangun -.-
walawei , nasib baik ta terlentok jawab exam
HAAAAA -.-
kite ni mengikuti jejak langkah mak kite lah
dia kata dah blur sangat stay up ajo
tidur itu harus dikorbankan tarapapa
ngeh tetapi tidaklah dia mengalakkan study last minute
HIHIHI
erk -.-' , the different between me and my mother
she's so pandai okay -.-
damn , kenapalah kita tak mengikuti jejak langkah dia dalam memiliki otak yang cerdik juga?
HOHOHO -.-
muhasabah diri ina* :b
C E RI T A N Y A ;
kisah budak yang dah habis study pula -.-
walawei walawei panas hati makcik
boleh cakap dah malas dah na study
muntah dah na selak selak balik
siap na tidur dah -.-'
rahang makcik macam longgar dengar cerita penat sangat study
yang makcik ni ha =.=
ta setat lagi dah terbabas
K A L A U L A H ,
haih takpayah ceritalah kan c[:
W A H A H A H A H A
situasi dalam study -.-
sikit sikit buka lagu
habis lagu gossipin sedikit
then study balik =='
then discussing
S U D D E N L Y ,
then terdengar jo lagu jiwang
semua macam feeling habis
especially WAWA =='
D A M N W A W A WA WA WA WA
aku tecengang ha tengok minah ni -.-
makcik ni baru belajar na feel lagu lama
manalah na amik port sangat -.-
si makcik wawa ni pula ceritanya lain
siap menangis seh =='
kuat pulak makcik ni melalak
habis merah merah ha muka
hahaha its funny tho
S Y A H D U disitu :b
well actually i was like menahan air mata
cause i dont think his worth for any of my tears anymore
its okay wawa aku memahami ur situation
chill lex (; its okay to feel that way !
HMMMPHHH :/
makcik seriously sangat risau :I
makcik tak sanggup na repeat paper :/
A VERY BIG N O N O N O
but then ,
HA HA HA HA HA HA
its quite okay tho if repeat
dapat study sama sama dengan adik part one
cause part one accounting's students gila ramai guys
damn , they are fucking hot .
HA HA HA HA
mungkin lepas ni semangat study makin berkobar kobar
mungkin tiada lagi ponteng kelas ?
mungkin results lebih cantik ?
N G E H ,
im just kidding :B
kepada sahabat yang annoying dengan menjealouskan saya dengan kepulangan anda ke halaman rumah yang lebih awal sehari je dari saya . perkhidmatan anda sudah tidak diperlukan lagi , sila lah cepat cepat pulang (; HIHIHI
titcare friends ,
jangan nakal nakal :B
harus rendu kita tau c[:
I LOVE YOU 6:09 PTG
Rabu, 27 April 2011
just carry on
this is so so so nighwhatevermares ever
HURG -.-
the worst nightmare mungkin o.O
ina ,please bangun bangun bangun
sucks gila okay
i cant even tackle things around me
lame me , lmao
how am i gonna face other things?
i felt damn miserable
totally horrible
thank god i have my freaking damn supportive family
thankyousomuchmylovelyfam(;
sorry if i let you down
-mom and dad-
yeah i'll carry on like what you said
&& i'll try my best for the next sem .
gonna pasang lotsa strategies
h a r u s
HIHI
I LOVE YOU 11:01 PTG
going home baby (;
yawwwwww
so so so cant wait babe !
im going home man ,
i m sooo going home :D
wait for me my dearest people (;
HIHIHIHI
cant wait to date with you guys
GRRRRR
yeah my this cuti semester gonna be totally different
love love love love love
erk damn , -.-
still have two papers GRRR
i have to melalui this nightmares first :I
then , baru boleh enjoy
geramgeramgeram , kenapa hidup ta pernah mudah?
HIHI
well , im kinda proud with my self
eventho i had lost my precious things in my life
i still can survive , until now (;
insyallah
until foreverever :D
lovelovelove
yeah congrats to me
HIHIHI
I LOVE YOU 9:37 PTG
love isnt easy
you can change man
you can be whoever you want
you can even be a great faker
one thing that im fucking sure
how much u have changed
it isnt easy to get rid of your feelings
but if you did , then congrats to you
if you insist that you're not
then
if you still need me
you would never let me go from the start
but you DIDNT
you let me go . .
from the inside and the outside
you ; totally changed - totally different
three words
SO NOT YOU
i cant feel your love anymore
man ,
i didnt blame you for this
i have told you many times
you are the that choose to feel that way
its okay
i am so not gonna point this thing to you
i know its my faults from the start
i know i shouldnt play this stupid game with you
i shouldnt start all this stupid love story
i shouldnt start anything with you from the start
I LOVE YOU 9:23 PTG
Selasa, 26 April 2011
untitled
if i told you that i love you
would you love me back ?
I LOVE YOU 8:22 PTG
Jumaat, 22 April 2011
lepaskan (;
sometimes , i am just too tired to be strong anymore. i need someone to be strong for me for once .
yeah ,
sedang mencari kekuatan melepaskan segala yang patut dilepaskan
I LOVE YOU 8:52 PTG
Sabtu, 16 April 2011
BYE
wah wah wah ,
cerita menunding jari perlu ditinggalkan sebentar ,
biarkan dia dengan kisah hidup nya -oo-
mungkin memang hidup dia lebih complicated dari kami kami ? iyelah kami uitm je ? HA HA -..-
its the same things tho . mungkin kalau dah tahu tak boleh tanggung kerja beratcerita nya mudah sahaja , jangan lah pikul tanggungjawab itu . memang terang dan nyata dah nampak awak tak layak -..- ceritanya , alkisahnya dia hidup dalam keadaan yang penuh dengan tundingann jari . 'ini itu ha semua , semua salah awak & blablabla '
come on loser , get a life.
wah wah woah :o
saya terbabas susah :I grr , im not gonna talk about that shit . haih ina -..- stop mencarut . exam dekat dah ni , haa haa . cuak tak cuak tak ? hahaha -.- ngeh , pandai pandai uitm ni cut cut cuti -.- waktu exam pun cut cut kan ? woah paper macam tanak banyak lagi kan , tambah pula subject this sem na taff taff je . gap pula macam takde ? hebat nya anak keling ni hahaha macam mana lah iye na menghadapi ini dah itu , woah . semoga berjaya lah rakan dan teman sekalian . bahagi lah masa dengan betul yok . kepada yang lain lain , yang paper sangat lah sedikit itu -.- jangan na enjoy sangat . hahaha , me being jelous* hah ? siapa kata study uitm banyak sangat masa ? lol aku juga busy sih , im also involve in lotsa activites , so ? apa masalah kau na cakap itu ini? heh , jangan na compare activiti sini dan sana . sama sahaja hurg . okay ina , shutup ur mouth and stop talking about your past . okay okay . so i was like , berazam . tet -..- takmahu bring laptop ngeh ngeh . yela for two weeks kot 6 paper sekaligus . erg -.- dah tiada masa na tonton movie macam sem lepas. oh nono , its okay . cause HANDPHONE hadaa :D hahaha , method in the list yang memotivated saya untuk stduy . yeay .
goodbye lappy , and of course to my boyfie - facebook :/
dont miss me
HAHAHA
I LOVE YOU 2:33 PTG
when people gone mad -.-
damn you ass hole
jangan na tunding jari sangat lah
sedar sedar sikit diri tu
so so whatever
im also damn tired with you
drama drama drama
fuck off
I LOVE YOU 12:32 PG
Khamis, 14 April 2011
better left unknown
haha hey guys hey people hey asshole hey whoever ,
ceritanya hari ini hari segala hari mungkin ?
ceritanya juga hari ini dimana saya menangis macam tiada lagi hari esok , hah . boleh bayangkan? comel tak? haha ceritanya juga kerana kisah atau sejarah lama yang tidak seberapa lama , yang sepatutnya sudah harus dilupuskan . tetapi kerana hati yang sangat degil , hah hambik kau - nilah yang kau dapat dan kerana dek panasaran dan ingin tahu yang melebih lebih menyebabkan hati nurani yang sesuci debu ini luka . oh la la ; tidak ku sangka kau begitu orang nya tetapi salah satu dalam list yang sudah dijangka (;ceritanya juga yang mensadiskan keadaan apabila keadaannya seperti tergantung , hmm :I apekah daya , orangnya memiliki perangai yang pelik -.- pity pity pity me fer being stupid . takpetakpe , kan dah jatuh awal awal lagi bagus dari jatuh lambat lambat haha , lagipun bila lah lagikan na dapat segala perisa dan rasa yang limited edition ni an an ? memang sakit , tapi takpe lah; fikir balik banyak faedah yang saya dapat , kot -.- . ceritanya juga , tidak mudah untuk meninggalkan dan mengikis sejarah lama . ceritanya juga ia mengambil masa . memang , tidak susah untuk move on . bila bila boleh sambung relationship semula , tetapi kan kawan kawan ceritanya ; lebih baik kita tenangkan diri dahulu , kikis sedaya upaya memori yang lama dahulu then kalau dah rasa mampu untuk meninggalkan sejarah lama . kemudian apa lagi (; move onlah rakan , ceritanya supaya kita awak dan saya tidak berpaling tadah pada hubungan yang baru . so untuk saya , insyallah bila saya dah cukup kuat dan mampu ; akan tibalah masanya .
when would it be? o.O
I LOVE YOU 8:59 PTG
untitled
i used to be an idiot
its hurt so much
im gonna stop all the pain
but i cant stop being stupid
im not as strong as u
thanks , i have learned in my life
pain makes me stronger
I LOVE YOU 8:14 PTG
Isnin, 11 April 2011
jaw of hearts
christina perri - jaw of hearts
lovethesong (;
credit to wawa , be taff baybeh !
*also referring to me -..-
this song is about a
girl would loved a boy with every part of her and
he loved her deeply but he
didn't fully understand what he had when he was with her,
breaking up was the hardest decision she had to make, she could see he
felt something for someone else even though he said
he still loved her and
would deny any feelings for the other girl, but he wanted to
see if there was something better and not settle down just yet for he was only so young, so after she had
enough of the lies she left him and he chose to
purse the other girl, but all the while his
first love was on his mind. She was still
heart broken and still loved him, but
hates what he did to her at the same time. even looking at him brought memories of what they had together, and she felt as
though no one could replace what she had with him. a year goes by and throughout the year the boy stays with the other girl but knows it was not anywhere near the magic he had with his first love. he
comes back into her life wanting her advice and help with what he should do, wanting his
first love to tell him that she still needs him. but
she has learnt never to trust him again, she will
never let someone throw her away to find something better and then
come to the realisation that she was the best he could have ever had and expect her to jump straight back into his arms. he
hurt her so deeply that just coming back into her life wont fix it, she wishes she never met him so he could have never hurt her, wishes he didnt have any control over her, and wishes she never fell in love with a liar.
who does he think he is coming back into her life after lying and choosing someone else to replace her, it will never work because of all the h
urt he caused, all the
lies he said and the hate created. the
scar will be with her for the rest of her life but its a reminder to her to never let someone steal a part of her again,
never to be tricked into believing empty words but mostly it is a reminder to never be tricked by him again. the
scar is a learning curve so she can only improve what she has from now on and as soon as there is doubt she will let her heart take over and
end it before she gets another gash that should have been prevented from the start.
other than that in a simple way (;
This song is about a girl who once fell deeply in love with a boy and he fell deeply in love with her. . he cheats on her. when she figures out she breaks up with him and its the hardest thing she ever does. then she hears from her friends that he is going from one girl to another and she feels like he is stealing girls hearts and locking them away.she hates him. but even though he is with the other girl he is always thinking about this first true love. but when he tries to win her back she is to strong to go back to him because she now knows that he is not going to settle for one girl since he is so young. i think he should have stayed with her if he loved her so much.
I LOVE YOU 6:14 PTG
Sabtu, 9 April 2011
toodle my past
seriosly aku taktahu apa yang kau mahu
aku dah bagi jalan cerita untuk penyelesaian
sorry to say - kau bukan pengarah cerita
thank you so much fer ignoring me
i assume that is a goodbye from you
eventho its hurt because you're acting like a jerk
aku ta minta lebih ,
aku just na cerita kita ada penamat yang baik
but then u're being so selfish ,
here it goes .
its okay whatever and nevermind
now i know who the heck you are && your truly beautiful true colour
Allah itu Maha Adil (;
I LOVE YOU 4:49 PTG
Selasa, 5 April 2011
where is the goodbye, i need to hear it
you, it has been two or maybe three months since we're not together anymore. im superb sorry if this makes you annoying . its not like i want to mengingati semula nostalgia lama .dont worry , i wont mess your head and your new life (; just a lil things to share before i go .seriously i felt like a shit when you didnt replying my text , itu sangat sakit .nevermind , im not gonna talk about rasa perisa segala . cause it doesnt matter anymore .i just want to say that, sorry for being such a jerk . sorry for being so not cool , superb , nice , pretty supportive gf instead of being a successful sarcasticm all the times,and sorry for only knw being like a machine to hurt your feeling 24/7. well , its not happen dah . i bet you dah rasa perbezaan dia & u have made a right choice man .i know , i can feel that u're so happy with your life now, which is awesome ;) i can imagine your happy , smiling faces * im happy , as long and whatever makes you feel happy . well i know by giving you this writting it makes me look so stupid .but its okay . u're my past and u used to be one of my best friend instead of my boyfriend . it doesnt matter ,
yesyesyes ,i do regret for being so egois . but you cant blame me cause im trying to being protective and im trying not to get hurt again .
sedar ta sedar , i already tewas - which is alot of times because of you .
how pathetic i am? eventho , i already know whats gonna happen next in future .
and still repeating the stupid things over and over again - how stupid i am?
if you do remember , you did promise me so many things . but this is what happened.
please remember , all the things i have done for you is because i love you
im tired of crying and thinking about this.i cant deny that since u pergi - my life quite miserable .one more , im not that taff like what you thought .all this time , you are the one that makes me lebih tabah, yeah .i told yea - lotsa of benefits get from you. thankyousomuchammar (;
yes , im also a big fat liar - seriously , sangat sakit seing you very happy w/o me than when im with you in ur previous life. its like im not matter to you anymore . yes i know that , aww see how pathetic i look again? whatever , i dont care - since this is my last writting . i dont mind if u might look down at this . somehow i realised that , u're taking advantage on me - youknowwhatimtalkingabout . but i always butakan mata buat buat taktahu - i tot there's not end so i teruskan cerita kita. but i was wrong- see now; we're nothing , who's the one yang the most stupid now? its me , for falling in love with you .
yes , i know i always say takpetakpe , itsokay - but seriously its so not okay
nevermind ammar ariffin bin abd malek
NEVERFEELSORRYTOWARDSME.
imma big girl , i know how to survive
insyALLAH .
well , sorry for blocking you from my life terus
im not that taff to see your routines life out there, whatever its is.
im not that taff to know that ure meeting for someone else out there
im never di ajar to be taff for that things and will never ever be
its better fer me to belah rather than being hurt
well i know that will make your life more easier , you should thank me.
well , there's alot of things and thought to share about .
but i guess it doesnt matter anymore , yeah doesnt matter
kan kan i selalu cakap na belah , tapi ta belah belah .dont worry , im not gonna disturb your life dah , my promise :) you can live happily with ur new life and new partner ! i wont be like your ex , and i know im not worth like your ex gf- which is u're still contacting them when we're still in a relationship and whatsoever.now i dont have the right anymore , its urs.you should be happy that , im not like those kind of people yang suka menggangu rumah tangga orang lain , yeah i am not that mean man .i learned from mistakes , if i dont want people to feel like what i felt , so i dont want to do the things that i hate so that semua orang boleh bahagia .
yeahyeah last but not least,
yes , you have the right to leave me but at least do tell me why.
because what’s even more painful than being abandoned is knowing im not worth an explanation.
not too forget ! do delete my piches - sins makes my life miserable , enough lah dengan apa yang kita dah lalui .
do you wanna know how loser i am? i even crying while typing this stupid writting .
p/s : please dont get misunderstanding , im not hoping for you to come back , i just need to hear something from you for the last time.
I LOVE YOU 11:45 PTG
Ahad, 3 April 2011
sorry guys for being sombong
well which is im so not sombong -.-
grr berani bilang wa sombong eh eh ?
silap silap - silap besar wo O.o
saya lah yang paling friendly .sangat ter friendly .
HA HA HA
which is so not true -.-
cause i hate being too friendly
it sucks and it hurts ,
especially when people didnt treat me that well
well i dont expect you to treat me that w e l l
just yang boleh boleh pon boleh
tapi the problems dengan manusia sekarang -.-
when people tend to treat them fucking well , they tend to be stupid by not being appreciate it
so thinking about this ,
so so wasting my time -.-
yelah , you need to take care of others feeling , cheet ; dapat pulak?
HA HA - eat my ass
so why should i care about this?
so now , can u see now how mean i am?
how pathetic , arrogant i am ?
so , sila angkat kaki dan pergi
lol , i can live on my own
its better to have a liltle friends rather than having lotsa friends
im a bit bersyukur im not type of people yang gilakan kawan yang ramai
and as fer me its okay if tiada siapa want to be my friend
cause i already have my super awesome family
and paling penting - i get to be my own self
not like others , being fake and changed
just because they want to be apart of the group
I LOVE YOU 1:39 PTG
Sabtu, 2 April 2011
kenangan terindah (';
last nigh - im a book worm bitch c[:
the super nerdy one , yet -.-
study just for the sake of exam
then after test - tet -
nyah - lenyap segala ilmu HAHA
a LIL bit frustrated ;
the test was quite easy ,but when im looking at the ques -.-
I TEND TO GET CONFUSED -..-
memang B U L L lah grr
BYTHEWAY , talktalk pasal lastnite (;
study chatting talking gossiping
aww , awesome mann (;
then suddenly tergedik -..-
ter menyanyi dengan syahdu nya lagu lagu yang menggelikan bulu wawa -..- konon nya lah , padahal feeling habis dengar i nyanyi HA HA HA
chill wawa , wa tahu isi hati lu kehkeh :P
one of the song we sang last night ,
K E N A N G A N T E R I D A H
Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau kenangan
Yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupmu
Yang tlah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah
but then , semalan hari mengingati semua orang
HA HA HA ; which is sangat unusual lah
then , from there =='
i tend to do something stupid
which is , i dont feel malu or whatsoever
malah , i rasa gila GILA gila
L E G A , G L A D . H A P P Y . P U A S H A T I .
atleast i manage to say what i wanna say from my heart
so it depends to you ;
to ignoring it or not (;
im just fine with it
wala wala wala (;
things have changed & yeah
can D E N Y that ,
my life have changed a lot .
i love the way i live & i love the feelings i hv been feeling right now HEE
I LOVE YOU 1:01 PTG
