A girl with big dreams.
i create my own world from anything i could possibly imagine.

Screaming the insides to the deaf and
forcing fake smiles for a day to day basis.
im a dreamer , a believer and a sinner.
I would enjoy gving sucker punches jst fo the fun of it.

im very much aware that i am just as plain
as anyone else-nothing special.
i appreciate eccentricity, serenity and things surreal.

Sometimes I wish I could, turn back time
Impossible as it may seem
But I wish I could, so bad :/

I stay true to myself and my style,
and I am always pushing myself
to be aware of that and be original.

lotsalovemydearestpeople:)

i am not being me fer now , doesnt mean that im a fake . thats so not me -.- it sucks . i hate having this feeling . sorry fer being selfish :( didnt mean it . im having a bad time right now , its not like i want my life to be like this , it just happened to be . errgg .

lately my life sangat miserable , why ? nahh , im not sure . i was like gila serabai selekeh macam macam lah . cerita pasal study ? hah -.- lagi pressure , expecially bila talk pasal accountin punya subject . like hell-O: how am i gonna face this freaking annoyance subject ? yeahyeah , my father is an accountant -.- but LOL -___________-' NEVER EVER ada masa na study with him . yelah , balik rumah konon janji na study sesama . tet . tolak masa keluar segala ==' haa , jangan cerita lah . lastlasr kesal ta sudah macam ni lah yeah , not to forget lah kan , my mother also is an accountant HAH HAH -.- tapi macam tuh laaaaa . pressure pressure , masalah sini situ sana -.- kebusy-an melanda , plus test . oh thank god lah test dah habis (; but then , durr waiting fer de results quite scary . study last minute , what do you expect kot na dapat good result ? h a h , dream on . tuhan bagi setakat apa yang kita usaha sahaja okay . tapi kalau nasib baik plus ada rezeki alhamdullilah lah :) if not ? T.T ha ha , nahh . redha sahaja lah ! talk pasal redha ? hmm , ada this one problem memang ta boleh na redha . na kesal ? memang takdapat lah .

Why do people CHEAT and LIE ?It is because they know that it is easier to get FORGIVENESS than PERMISSION.

It’s not telling you how I feel that scares me, it’s what you’ll say back.

Don’t judge me unless you have looked through my eyes, experienced what i have, and cried as many tears as me. Until then back-off, cause you have no idea.

If ending this relationship is what you want, then I’m fine. But just remember; Don’t come back, you had your chance and you threw it all away

It isn’t the ignoring that hurts ,But what hurts is that we use to talk everyday , say hi , the hugs,the smile and now we’re n o t h i n g .

HAH !

H E L L O people (;

kemas kemas meja jap

anda b e r t u a h !

kau datang bila kau suka

There’s nothing wrong in making mistakes, what’s wrong is letting a mistake stay as a mistake, without the effort of making it right.

“Dear Life: I’m not sure what you’re going to throw at me. I’m sure it’s not always what I want it to be. Give me your worst, and I’ll be fine because I’ve been through so much. So c’mon life, what are you waiting for? I’m ready for whatever you’ve got in store; all the hurt and all the pain, I know I’m going to feel it someday. So Dear Life, throw whatever is in sight. I promise you, I’ll be alright.”

cakap depan depan lah weh

lebih baik taktahu daripada tahu

sometimes , i am just too tired to be strong anymore. i need someone to be strong for me for once .

teng teng teng (;

be strong, be brave. accept that some days will be harder than others. there will be days filled with tummy aches and heartaches and headaches. there will be days when things don’t go as planned. YOU will get through these days the best you can. just keep your chin up and your eyes focused on where you are going. believe in yourself, and dont ever let other people bring you down.

…and im always and forever thankful for that. and i bet you have no idea how much I’ve changed since you left. im stronger now, somehow the pain helps me to grow, to be a better person. forgiveness set me free, yes, whatever the pain you’ve caused, i forgive you. no bitterness now, just acceptance.

Much time has passed between us, and sometimes i wonder..do you still think of me? of how we used to be? of our memories? i hope that when you look back, you’ll smile, and no…don’t feel bad about me, or the pain you have caused. i want you to be happy, i only wish all the good thing in you, and i hope that all of those future plan you have before, please make them all come true. believe in yourself, the way i believe in you… i know you can do it. and please don’t ever, ever, think that you’re not good enough, because for me, until now..you are worth it, even all the pain. everything about you is wonderful, and i feel happy knowing that i’ve given a chance to know someone like you. you’re special you know.

and now, all i have is your memories, and day after day…they fade. i miss you..i miss talking to you.

t’s okay to cry, it’s okay to be sad about it. It’s okay to miss him, and it’s okay to wish you did something differently. But never blame yourself for how things turned out. Never tell yourself you can’t do better, and never tell yourself this is end of the road. Fate has a time and place for all of us and nothing you can do or say will change that.

Sure, it’s okay to fall, but it’s never okay to stay down.

Don’t let that stop you from living your life. Get out of bed every morning. Do your makeup. Smile. Get through the day. And whenever you don’t feel up to it, just look at the boy who did this to you. Do you think he cried himself to sleep last night? Probably not. As a matter of fact, I’ll bet you that he’s doing just fine. So when you wake up and you feel like laying in bed all day, just remember that he has other plans.

girl, live your life, in spite of him.

speechless
pfft
thank you

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

hello yesterday

yaww (':

lotsalovefarinaboncet

heytt :DD
dunia membosankan sudah bermulaa :]
STUDY STYDO STUDY STYDO :O
my feelings ? -..-
makan.tido.bangun.
whaaat should i do succa ?
-_________________-
ohh toodle yesterday , hello tommorow c:

b l o o p :)
baca tao ? :D

AISYAH FARINA bT ZAIDI
sya , farina && ina ; triple
11 JULy , 19 yrs oldy :) O M G !
im SINGLE foreverafter
Taman Tun Dr Ismail Jaya
UITM SEGAMAT
skrng ? brht seketika :)
tut tut tut.


hui.hoi.hai. :D
belog boncet simple sahaja :)
insyallah mudah difahami . keke :P
warning warning dahuluu
belog boncet memang tidak berilmiah
its all about boncet dan boncet :)
NO OFFENCE awak:)

saya sayang semua orang yang saya sayang!
tergedikgedik & a bit annoying
miahahaha





i dont give a shit lah awak :)



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I want to have fun. I want to shine like the sun. I want to be the one that you want to see. I want to knit you a sweater. I want to write you a love letter. I want to make you feel better. I want to make you feel free.



I have a feeling that being in love sometimes means the projection of your desires onto another person. The important thing is that you like the other person, respect the other person and want to raise children with the other person.




I prefer to be a dreamer among the humblest, with visions to be realized, than lord among those without dreams and desires.



I have learned to seek my happiness by limiting my desires, rather than in attempting to satisfy them.

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