Isnin, 23 Mei 2011
its all about me heh
sila menyampah (;
talking crap ,
boring with facebook i'll come here . yeah here lah -.- mencarut mengkomplen merungut mencaci merepek dan pelbagai . so how to put this ? easy to say - this blog is all about me . yeah me and only me .sometimes i did share some thought in here , well my pendapat and assumptions bodoh semata mata and sedikit being sarcastic . which is whatever, who cares ? mine blog tho
what ha ? irritating with the songs? amboi amboi -.- yeah you're ryte . sometimes it does . seriously -.-' thats why now i always change and change the playlist sampai lah konon konon kena dengan jiwa raga semasa hehehe sebab kadang kadang bila dengar previous lagu tu . eww , kenapa geli sangat ni =..= hidung babey fer you farina hehehe sometimes,the songs that i put here resemble me about what i feel .
i love to open my blog whenever im so bosan or tidak pun and eventho tiada benda pun na update hehehe just sesaje lepak - eceh lepak hehehe since the songs presenting me , wa rasa comfortable and chillex overhere .plus sambil tu membaca all my stupid entry ha ha ha -.-' sambil tu tersengih tersenyum ternanges sengsorang hehehe
so minta maaf lah ye opah atok sekalian , like i told you before . this all about me myself and i . so senang cerita my blog isnt fer you people yang berminat untuk membaca yang berilmiah cause mine are not hehehe sila menyampah dan tampar diri sendiri (:
aww , thats y my blog i malas gila na taruk widget follower , cause its nothing tho. tapi last last i taruk juga sebab dah get ready na cari pasal dengan orang huahuahua
not intrested? tho im not doing this to please you
sila angkat kaki okay?
I LOVE YOU 3:25 PG
she's so gone
Insecure
In a skin
Like a puppet, a girl on a string
Broke away
Learn to fly
If you want her back gotta let it shine
So it looks like the joke's on you
'Cause the girl that you thought you knew
She's so gone
That's so over now
She's so gone
You won't run her around
You can look but you won't see
The girl I used to be
'Cause she's
She's so gone
Here I am
This is me
And I'm stronger than you ever thought I'd be
Are you shocked?
Are you mad?
That you're missing out on who I really am
So it looks like the joke's on you
'Cause the girl that you thought you knew
She's so gone
That's so over now
She's so gone
You won't run her around
You can look but you won't see
The girl I used to be
'Cause she's
She's so gone away
Like kiss the rain
She's so gone
Baby, this is me, yeah
She's so gone
That's so over now
She's so gone
You won't run her around
You can look but you won't see
The girl I used to be
'Cause she's
She's so gone
She's so gone
You can look but you won't see
The girl I used to be
'Cause she's
She's so gone
So alone
She's so gone
Gone, gone, gone
P/S:i just put this song into my playlist (;
eventho ure forgiven . it doesnt change anything between us . it takes alot of and more than sorry to fix this.thankyou.
I LOVE YOU 3:21 PG
Ahad, 22 Mei 2011
tsk tsk tsk
muka inesen sekali (;
phew p h e w p h e w
again and over again
i had to cancel my date
three dates okay , pergh
sengkek plus grounded punya pasal
oh guys , do hate me
T.T
nah , the main reason is kerana -.-
im going for a vacation so so so , i dont want my parents to cut my bajet on our vacation that is just around the corner lmao this tuesday je babe .
P L U S ,
again be jealous sweetyfatgummy ;D
im gonna be lambat one week check in uitm than yuolls
HIHIHIHIHI
yeah be jealous (;
I LOVE YOU 10:58 PTG
cara mengayat c[:
mari menggeli bersama saya
HA HA HA HA HA
gelak kasi puas dulu c[:
wa suka gila dengan statement gila ni lol
mungkin terlebih dramatic , naseb comel (:
kalau kena tempat kena orang bolehlah
kalau ta dua dua jahanam nanti :]D
contoh contoh dialog terbaik c[:
Eeeeeeeeeee >.< . Ape awak merepek niiii . Tolong lahhh . Awak , saya rindu awak . Bolehkah kite seperti dulu . Maafkan segala salah silap saya . Kita mulakan hidup baru k :)
Nape dengan awak ni ? please sayang . Gimmi one more chance ! I janji i akan jaga u elok2 . I takkan buat dah benda2 yang u tak suka . Tipu lah kalau u cakap u dah lupakan i kan sayang . Please darling ♥
Ape niii you . sampai hati u layan i camni kan :(( .sedih sangat . cepat sangat kan u berubah . Mana janji2 u semua :(( .
sampai kan hati you :'( . I kecewa sangat dengan u . I baru nak mulakan hidup baru dengan u . Nak bahagiakan u . Nak sangat tgk u happy cam dulu :)
Seriously my dear . Only you baby . Only you that I love . I love you with all my heart ! I miss all the sweet memories that we had been through together . OMG , its hard for me to forget you my baby !!
this one can be use as if konon konon pergi hols
Yekeee ? take care tau sayang . Awak kat sana jangan nakal2 . Awak ingat saya kat sini . saya sentiasa sayang awak . only you my baby . love you so muchhh ♥ . saya harap lepas awak balik dr vacation , awk dpt lah bgtau saya yang awak pun masih sayang kan relationship kita dan nak kita kembali bersamaaa . saya sepi tanpa awak disisi. Hehehhee . Muahkssssssssssss ♥
disarankan kepada makcik dan pakcik yang mati kutu tiada idea
boleh lah digunakan untuk mengejas semula
HEHEHEHE
I LOVE YOU 3:22 PG
phew phew phew
tekanan tahap maksima yang dah meletus he he
tet tet tet -.-
phew , lately my life gila gila messy . pergh ada je hal -.-' please lah okay ? sila main jauh jauh . stress betul , habis merajuk urat urat body aku . thank god semua dah settle, ni pun baru lepas pergi pujuk betul betul kan segala urat dan wayar dalam badan, alhamdullilah lah dah semakin membaik pulih (: a ha ha
phew phew phew
malas ungkit cerita lama , cukup cukup lah . cerita seterusnya masih panjang ge he he he he -.-' okay stop . well , special thanks to my friends yang gila pandai memikat hati wa , pergh sekelip mata hilang lenyap terus segala kesakitan malah wa terasa bagai terbuai buai di awangan eceh* geli je ha ha ha yeah itu lah kenyataan (; sayang korang lah walaupun gila annoying <3
karma karma kurma yummy
toksan na cerita karma karma sangat . lu dah besar boleh fikir der (; statement na guna tu janganlah untuk backup diri semata mata - pergh cakap hal agama pula -.- c'mon lah . ukur cermin di badan sendiri . wa cakap baik baik lu boleh cakap pasal karma bagai -.- pergh , macam ni lah, rasanya u tak layak nak cakap pasal hukum karma. if u tau ape yang u buat dapat balasan setimpal dgn ape u buat then why did u do the bad thing? adakah itu hanya omong si bodoh? tutup story . wa minta lu tegur baik baik toksah fake -.- wa bukan na judge orang - kalau mulut wa hanceng hanjeng sangat , pergh first introduction jangan mimpi wa na cakap baik baik .
BAHAHAHAHAHA
misi seterusnya , jodoh keempat . pergh , lek lek . sedih sentap retak leluh hati bila mengetahui diri ta layak mendapat jodoh ustaz - katakata jahat ikhwan halim . fine -.-' relax sudah ina , kan jodoh keempat ni bukan ustaz pun he he he he insyallah baik, dengar cerita anak manja awww -.-' doa doa lah moga modul part three dapat same fuh puh fuh* amin B) lu toksah na jealous lah I.H. eh eh - lek lek , bukan wa tak bisa hidup single -.-' yeke?* bisa dong bisa , tapi if tuhan utuskan jodoh - lagi lagi yang wa berkenan ? mana tahu hidup wa lagi ceria , lebih ceria daripada previous relationship hi hi hi
serious gatal gila -.-
HA HA HA HA HA
awak tunggu kita tau , kita rendu na flirt flirt
LMAO
I LOVE YOU 2:24 PG
Sabtu, 21 Mei 2011
be happy lahhhh (;
just enjoy the moments (;
cukup lah k ?
kau memang takan berubah
kau memang ta pernah berubah
aku ta buta & aku ta bodoh
jangan na kencing dengan aku
lek lek sudah , benda biasa kot aku alami sepanjang hidup dengan kau -.-' heh
how hurt it is tuu toksah cerita lah :I
lu lek lek je , wa kan tabah hebat taff gitu ?
well , pray fer me tho (:
nothing much to say
just to let you know
how disappointed i am
life must go on bytheway
be happy with her (;
take a good care of her
oh yeah , many things to say but im not gonna waste my time talking crap about you . as i told you just now , today wa habis kan cerita kita disini . tabik spring sikit dekat you :B. hebat gila you berdrama-ing HEHE . mungkin boleh menang , pelakon gedik terbaik ? amin amin . part paling best part tana admit bukti depan mata , hmph lmao lah lu ha ha , keep lah dengan perangai babey you tu , janj you bahagia ? just next time jangan guna nama Pencipta kita ye ? hipokrit sangat , taktahan wa tengok . hihi
so here , lantak lah orang na kata apa . peduli lah orang kata ini itu ha and mahu kata apa apa laah . wa mahu buat pekak tuli buta sahaja sebab depa taktahu apa apa tapi mulut na macam longkang je macam lu lah -.-' pergh . sudah ina sudah - hati jangan tunjuk busuk sangat ha ha ha
well , wa banyak gila bagi lu peluang tapi lu main main lu biarkan lu siap main kencing kencing lagi . pergh , wa sabar der wa sabar je tapi wa ta tahan bila lu bikin wa panas dengan benda fakta hakikat depan mata wa tapi lu boleh main pusing pusing . pergh , wa bukan na cerita apa , wa dah tahu lama dah story lu . tapi wa senyap je . wa na test duga lu . pergh lu -.-' drama king ta habis habis ha ha ha bahkan , now - (: wa glad gile tuhan tunjuk semuanya dekat wa atas kesabaran wa . pergh , rasa - feel - nikmat tuk tinggalkan lu tuh superb lah . ha ha
so we are done .
from now on ,
to me , ure an anon
no more 'you' in my life
no more
fullstop
cukup lah aku tahu kau ta pernah hormat aku dari awal aku kenal kau sampai lah akhir -which is baru tadi , but still you deserve my forgiveness .
eventho ure forgiven . it doesnt change anything between us . it takes alot of and more than sorry to fix this.thankyou.
sekian , harap maklum (:
p/s : stop lah berdrama , you'll just hurting others
Assalamualaikum awak
I LOVE YOU 1:18 PG
Jumaat, 20 Mei 2011
let it be (;
You don't really need strength to let go of something. What you really need is understanding. Sometimes we just have to let go of someone who matters to us not because we want to but because we have to, because it’s the right thing to do. Let us remember that we can’t force anyone to love us. We can’t beg someone to stay when he/she wants to leave and be with someone else. This is what LOVE is all about. However, the end of love is not the end of life. It should be the beginning of understanding that LOVE LEAVES FOR A REASON, BUT NEVER LEAVES WITHOUT A LESSON
wisdomquotes (;
I LOVE YOU 1:32 PTG
today my life begins
i've been working hard so long
seems like pay has been my only friend
my fragile heart's been done so wrong
i wondered if i'd ever heal again
ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
all around me i can feel a change (ohh)
i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin
i know i can make it, today my life begins
yesterday has come and gone
and i've learnt how to leave it where it is
and i see that i was wrong
for ever doubting i could win
ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
all around me i can feel a change (ohh)
i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin
i know i can make it, today my life begins
life's to short to have regrets
so i'm learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget
only have one life to live
so you better make the best of it
i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin
i know i can make it, today my life begins
i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin
i know i can make it, today my life begins
today my life begins...
I LOVE YOU 2:54 PG
lek lek :B
When people make you feel unwanted, don't leave to make them feel sad or guilty, they won't. Leave because you no longer have a reason to stay. Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. What’s meant to be will end up good and what’s not - won’t. Love is worth fighting for, but sometimes you can’t be the only one fighting. At times, people need to fight for you. If they don’t, you just have to move on and realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you.
wisdomquotes(:
I LOVE YOU 2:00 PG
king of anything
Keep drinking coffee, stare me down across the table
While I look outside
So many things I'd say if only I were able
But I just keep quiet and count the cars that pass by
You've got opinions, man
We're all entitled to 'em
But I never asked
So let me thank you for your time
And try not to waste any more of mine
Get out of here fast
I hate to break it to you babe
But I'm not drowning
There's no one here to save
Who cares if you disagree? You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So, you dare tell me who to be
Who died and made you king of anything?
You sound so innocent
All full of good intent
Swear you know best
But you expect me to
Jump up onboard with you
Ride off into your delusional sunset
I'm not the one who's lost
With no direction, oh
But you'll never see
You're so busy making masks
With my name on it in all caps
You've got the talking down
Just not the listening
Who cares if you disagree? You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died and made you king of anything?
All my life I've tried
To make everybody happy while I just hurt and hide
Waiting for someone to tell me it's my turn
To decide
Who cares if you disagree? You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died and made you king of anything?
Who cares if you disagree? You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died and made you king of anything?
Let me hold your crown, babe
I LOVE YOU 1:59 PG
Khamis, 19 Mei 2011
k r e d i t
menyampah dengan orang berkira -..-
serious malas harap mengharap . malas malas malas . last last yang di harap kan tinggal harapan yang tidak terharap diharap menjadi kenyataan .
satu pergi ramai yang datang , yang datang ta semua nya kekal bersama . yang diharapkan insan yang iklas kerana mereka lah antara yang kekal diantara yang lain . yang lain lain yang ta iklas tu pergi mana ? -.-' entah* mungkin pergi mencari mangsa teman baru :b
PERRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH -.-
ingat senang na jadi iklas bagai ? na berlagak iklas pun susah tahu -.-'
thanks fer being my frnds after all (; love you love you love youuuuu
HE HE HE HE HE
dalam ramai yang datang eceh* haha taktahan dengan kerenah masing masing , ada yang pinta untuk mengikut rentak dia , ada yang follow sahaja rentak wa , adalah macam macam lagi -.-' comel comel je perangai kan kan , paling wa taktahan . bila masuk bab kredit . yelah yelah , wa paham lu orang kredit simpan untuk awek masing masing . pergh - nampak disitu HA HA . kasi gelak sikit -.-' takpetakpe , wa paham . tapi wa nampak lah disitu der .
eh eh , lupa story . so orang orang yang hadir dalam kehidupan wa ni semua nya pengguna maxis . wa takda hal , sebab wa memang sekarang pengguna tetap maxis . celcom ? wa guna untuk hal kerja kerja . since sekarang cuti sem - so tiada lagi kerja kerja . so celcom wa biar rehat lek lek lu . so time texting texting , depa semua terbaik ah . text ta ingat dunia ha ha ha -..-
when it comes to sekarang wa banyak guna celcom than maxis . pergh , nampak disitu yang berlari lari anak semakin jauh dan jauh dari wa . ha ha ha , wa lagi suka tengok depa lari lari pergi sikit sikit sikit tet HA HA , nampak ta lagi disitu bagaimana dan apekah depa ? -.-' nampak dou nampak . pergh , wa memang suka menduga orang , lantak pi wa tahu apa risiko dia - depa na blah ? blah . even one of my precious people pun sama lebih kurang je . memang patut pun dia turut nyah dah belah dari hidup wa (; pergh baru bab kredit kan?
pergh ta semua perangai macam depan depan tu , syukur lah kan ? ha ha , so here with me still masih wujud dan kekal manusia yang tidak berkira dan boleh wa kira iklas lah juga berteman dengan wa . pergh , siap call call dr mxs ke clcm . pergh , terima kasih lah walaupun wa ni kredit sikit sikit cepat habis je . *yelah mana tak habis semua wa text member wa yang pengguna mxs je -.-' . he he harap harap bersabarlah okay dengan wa (; terima kasih sebab ta pernah putus asa dengan wa. pergh , wa respect dengan lu orang ta kesah membazir dekat wa :B
KEHKEHKEH
I LOVE YOU 5:18 PTG
m e l a y a n -.-
skill muka tiada perasaan tiada hati tiada nafsu melayan lu
cukupkah . puas sudah kah ati lu ? pergh wa penat der layan kerenah orang -.- lagi lagi orang yang wa memang dah blacklist . pergh , tibak je datang minta dilayan . naseb wa baik, wa layan lah der . wa buat buat tak tahu cerita belakang lu . pergh , lu seronok gebang wa . pergh , see sebab tuh wa malas melayan lu sebab wa kena bodo depan depan . silap lah der , lu memang hebat bab berlakon . wa respect der . wa respect atau mungkin kah -.- pemikiran you yang kolot ni masih tidak berubah iaitu u tanak if you terlalu jujur macam dahulu kala nanti wa melenting . pergh -..- perangai babey ni boleh pula keep . konon dah berubah . konon lu dah bukan lu yang dulu . konon* padahal lu memang dah lali dengan wa . cukup cukup lah buat alasan der . menyampah wa . straight to de point sudah lah dey -..- wa sikit ta heran . tapi lu jangan datang cari wa sekadar na minta kaki lah wei . wa boleh layan lu baik baik walaupun wa menyampah tengok perangai lu yang hipokrit gila . lu rendu lu perlukan wa lah apelah -..- pergh , wa layan je do . wa perhati je wa nilai je cara lu . wa tahu semua ni sementara je lu cari wa . wa paham der , lu bosan lu lonely mungkin ha ha ha -..- eat my ass . tapi takpe lah , selagi wa mampu wa layan lu . selagi wa boleh tahan dengan semua pressure yang orang bagi . wa tahan (;
I LOVE YOU 1:27 PTG
Selasa, 17 Mei 2011
quit playing game
not gonna play your games anymore
someone texting me . someone in my past. someone that i really really wanted to forget . so why is this 'someone' coming back and texting me? is it seeking for my forgiveness again . told you already - ure forgiven , always be . u are not my matters anymore . if you did a mistakes or whatever i wouldnt even care . so why do you have to come back man . yeah i know , u said that you miss me . you cant lie to yourself . you need me .
fuh fuh fuh , as if its fucking easy to settle the problem . what is that man , comes only when you need me -..- whats that awak , apekah ituuu ? manisnya perangai macam tu . siapa ajar awak , bila saya coming to awak. awak dah dapat saya then awak boleh buat buat macam biasa , sedikit rasa tidak dihargai . saya tahan awak (; then awak boleh ignore saya - awak boleh bagi bagi alasan beribu . in the mean time awak boleh dan tengah have fun dgn bunch of kiddies . whats that man -.-' i am not your toy , so do the kids . my friend once told me that , if im not strong enuff , never play a game - your games .
if you dont know how to respect me or even yourself . never search for me , never hoping for me to entertain you , texting and replying your text and even hoping me to be your friend , imma always gonna be a stranger until you change . yeah my dear past (; you can always miss me whenever you want , i wont stop you from that but then only tell me when you're 100% sincere .
i never ever gonna hate you
instead i always pray for your happiness
be a good guy man
I LOVE YOU 1:39 PTG
Isnin, 16 Mei 2011
buku baru please
new story line t e m a n s e k a l i a n (; its nvr too late
mudah sangat untuk terluka . mudah sangat sesuatu terjadi tanpa dipinta . mudah teramat sesuatu kemugkiran terjadi . mudah teramat sangat untuk setiap perubahan terjadi sekelip mata . semua adalah pilihan . yes , p i l i h - pilihan kita . quite impressive dunia sekarang . expect unexpected things . wa selalu tertinggal terbabas terkelentong sesuatu yang penting sebegitu . akhirnya , wa yang sakit . sakit bukan sebarang sakit . sakit yang membantu suatu hari nanti . Insyallah (';
wa bukan na cerita apa . bagi wa yang pernah rasa s a k i t . wa syukur , wa atleast sedar . kawan kawan wa yang pernah sakit ? pergh . wa tengok , nikmat hidup mereka mereka . mungkin sakit tu ta terkena tempias nya pada mereka . fine lah disitu , tapi lu lu lu fikir lah der tempias dekat lu orang bikin sakit .pergh , mudah kan jadi selfish . mudah mudah , pergh . tahu tahu , bak kata lu orang ' atleast wa sedar , wa rasa bersalah and blablabla' betul dah tu lu lu sekalian .
brotha brotha , wa na cerita sama lu , memang bagus lu punya rasa kesedaran dan rasa ingin meminta maaf but cmon lah brotha , kalau diri sendiri still ulangi kesilapan lama buat apa . wa paham wa paham , it aint easy to change . wa paham juga kalau lu masih buat dosa silap salah lama , tapi kalau dah jatuh berkali kali tapi tatap ta sedar . apa tuh brotha - sistahood sekalian .
wa malas der na amik port bagai hal lu orang . benda wa nampak tahu cerita depan depan mata . wa kesian der , wa takde dengki dengki jeles jeles . itu bukan wa , lagi lagi benda macam ni . wa sumpah pity . lu orang budak budak wa pernah kenal . pergh , wa taktahu na cerita apa .
brotha - sistahood ,this is not the end of the world . pergh -..- ha ha ha , but then wa cakap , selepas zaman kejatuhan - wujud nya zaman kebangkitan . so lek lek macam wa . jangan hidup na gelabah sangat . sedar sedar lah diri (;
WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND
I LOVE YOU 7:08 PTG
c o v e r
be a great faker , its easy tho :b
pergh kalau bab bab cerita segala . cover babe , c o v e r . bahaya tau tau , stalker ramai . pergh , lepas stalk sebar pula dengan mulot jahat dia . pergh , panas makcik . mulut orang dou , tak boleh na tutup . paling kurang jumpa depan depan boleh lempang je . penampar terbang satu <3 jadi makcik mau pesan , kadang kadang jadi faker itu terbaik bila dekat public ha ha ha
jadinya makcik na bercerita dalam blog makcik sendiri pun makcik ta senang hati . pergh , mulut makcik pun ta dinafikan jahat juga .begitulah , but then selalu makcik cerita yang jahat jahat dengan diri makcik je . malas na share dengan orang , sangat malas . melainkan kalau orang tuh dah melampau lampau sangat . memang makcik taktahan makcik cerita lah , atas niat makcik na dia nasihatkan makcik apa yang terbaik dan makcik na bagi cerita teladan dekat kawan kawan makcik . makcik sayang tau kawan kawan makcik. hihihi
kadang kadang bukan apa . pernah main game telefon berkarat dan seangkatan dengan nya ? pengajaran cerita dia samalah . pergh , makcik fedup sangat bila cerita benda lain cerita lain yang disampaikan . makna sebenar hilang entah ke mana , makcik hilang kawan orang lain dapat faedah . yeah , pengalaman makcik sendiri . pergh , makcik tana dou berulang . manusia sekarang memang . makcik malas lah na amik port hal orang , selalu kalau makcik tak puas hati makcik face to face je . pergh . seronok . tu memang makcik dah biasa sangat . naseb makcik ta belajar silat atau taikwando dan seangkatan , nahas do nahas . mulot bisa makcik jelah jadi santapan mereka . sedap kan you all ? ha ha ha
jadi jadi nya (; kita cerita yang baik baik je tau disini . takmahu cerita yang buruk buruk . yang huduh huduh semua dalam diari buku buku makcik je .biar makcik je tahu segalanya eceh* pergh sedar ta sedar , makcik t e l a h menjadi faker yang hebat . kagum ta? kagum lah please please . ha ha ha , so its not really - usually me over here . yeah its me tho . tapi its just a part and a piece of me only . ibaratkan ;
'you know my name not my story'
so chill people , im a good people . yeayea , quite friendly ha ha ha promote diri sikit* well yeah yang sometimes friendly yang memakan diri sendiri . takpe , nasib sakit perit semua makcik tanggung sendiri (; makcik ta kisah . makcik suka . barulah adventure hidup makcik . hi hi hi
ceritanya , makcik na merepek je dalam entry ni . makcik tengah tension . ye ye makcik tension . pergh , jangan na buat assumptions tiputipu lah , ha ha . ceritanya juga , makcik dah rasa lega dengan merepek semata mata .
sayang blog senget makcik <3
I LOVE YOU 5:15 PTG
merepek lagi :D
muka selenga wa untuk apek
ade pepatah cina mengatakan :
'you memang ta boleh hidup single kan'
ikhwan halim
pergh -.-
mana budak cina ni tahu haa
HA HA HA
gile punya statement
suka suki je
tapi mungkin ?
ha ha ha
no faker , im just kidding
lol -.-'
doesnt mean lu selalu tengok wa always dengan partner
lu cakap wa ta boleh hidup alone
siapa bilang siapa siapa?
lu lah bilang
ha ha ha ha ha
mungkin sebab wa selalu cerita dengan lu
lu buat conclusion memang terbaik
wah , wa bukan apa lah (;
olang mintak wa terima jelah
eh eh , orang bukan semborono
educated pergh - dean's list lagi
ha ha ha
wa kenal wa berani lah terima
lu lu lu , jangan assumptions semborono
wa dah tanam prinsip baru
see wa ta loss anything
wa jaga pride wa
serious wa jaga
pengalaman lepas banyak mengajar wa
he he he
jadi bila wa break sudah
wa tak heran
cause wa loss nothing
n o t h i n g
wa bukan na cerita apa
wa just na tentang statement lu
wa na buktikan ,
wa ta berani jamin
he he he
tapi mungkin this time
wa akan stay single
bak kata pepatah manamana entah
berkawan biar keliling pinggang
suami biar satu
pergh (;
wa tunggu kahwin saja senang cerita
supaya lu puas hati
haha
lu lu si pepatah cina
cepat cepat lah tangkap lu pun cinta
SYIkhwan
ha ha ha
wa merepek lagi dot dot
I LOVE YOU 4:52 PTG
fuh fuh fuh
searching for the spell :B
pergh , satu je yang aku pinta mahu inginkan nak nak nak sangatsangat ha ha ( :kalaulah ingatan aku hilang . pergh -time im 18 years old jelah . boleh terus lenyap lesap sekelip mata . kalaulah , then i can back to be the old me yang always bahagia happy superduper enjoy dengan hidup dia . as if - but such a thing cant happen -.-' kenapa lah eh ? kusut kusut makcik , heh . i hope my 19 years old punya life gonna have an awesome superduper extravaganza memories and moments , so that it can replace the old old lame memories . fuh fuh fuh* a m i n ;D
I LOVE YOU 4:39 PTG
stupid feelings
even picture cant explain
there's one way to get rid of this stupid feelings . gosh , why is it so hard . why why why me . and also - why and what are the main reasons the mean stupid people are made for , why are they even exist . why do they to make others life complicated .
Ya Allah , permudahkanlah perjalanan hidup aku
I LOVE YOU 1:46 PG
ujian
already talk to myself . pergh -.-' i dont remember what i need to say in here . after having chithcat with my own body , always did - for whatever reason . i think i should tell my blog about what i feel . yeah blog , untuk apekah tempat ini , kalau bukan untuk memusingkan kepala yang menginterpret data . pergh serios tak ingat -..- .
ujian . pergh - ta suka gila dengan ujian -.-' dengar je ujian ; pergh memang menguji :_: kalau waktu sekolah duludulu , pergh datang je musim-minggu ujian wa minat gile . A ? pergh boleh lah dalam tangan . kalau time pe pe pergh riksaan . memang terbaik - . toksah tanya ngeh ngeh .
pergh , menyampah tengok orang merepek . HA HA -.- wa pun menyampah - sebab wa pun merepek je tadi . gile pergh tetiba buka cerita ujian zaman sekolah . pergh ta minat wa na ingat nostalgia lama lama . c'mon lah ? zaman sekolah . ape tu =..= wei wei , takde takde . bukan wa benci sebab wa ni kononkonon macam budak nerd takde kehidupan dekat sekolah . pergh , meluap . kalau cerita kang menyampah pula awak awak . cukup lah kalau wa cakap wa enjoy gila dengan zaman sekolah - enjoy sampai wa ta perlu na agung agung kan sangat . semua nya kenangan je . so nothing dah , wa takde mase na cerita atau angkat angkat benda lama . to you all yang masih mengiang ngiang zaman kegemilangan kat sekolah ? boleh , wa ta larang der . just toksah na cari market dengan zaman kegemilangan zaman nostalgia duludulu . pergh , ta maju ta maju . pandang depan der . banyak lagi der kita na kena face .
pergh , cerita pasal face - menghadapi sesuatu atau kenyataan . pergh perit . ha ha ha .okay not going to talk about it . mungkin talk juga . tapi last last lah , malas cerita membunuh awal awal .
se se se benarnya kakak abang , cerita wa na buka memang alkisahnya - U j i a n - yes , ujian . so apa ada dengan ujian eh . hmph :/ ujian ni banyak jenis - pergh effect dia banyak rasa dan perisa pelbagai wa cakap lu . siapa jua lah kan yang ta pernah di uji kan .then, mendapat ujian free free . semua pernah i bet . best kan kan kan terima ujian . yeayea - doubling meaning* letak best in bracket .
nafi ta nafi , ujian ni memang menguji kesabaran kan ? sebab tu dalam islam sabar itu separuh dari iman .supaya manusia reti dan tahu sabar tanpa mempersoalkan since dapat faedah daripada sabar - pahala . pergh senang kan dapat pahala ? pergh dapat dosa pun senang -.-' ngehngeh .
wa na cakap ni untuk diri wa juga . hidup wa selama 18 tahun 10 bulan ni penuh dengan ujian . pergh -..- ujian tak pernah putus putus . satu satu nikmat tuhan wa kena tarik . time tu wa tak kesah sangat , sebab wa memang tak menghargai langsung nikmat tu semua . wa nampak der depan mata satu satu nikmat wa kena tarik . wa nampak , wa cuba pertahankan . tapi mungkin kesalahan wa yang wa ta sedar mungkin - tuhan tarik der nikmat tu .
wa tak salahkan tuhan wa . wa yakin , wa tahu - wa mungkin ada tersilap pandang , tersilap langkah tertinggal sesuatu . wa ta kisah . wa tahu wa memang banyak salah . wa yakin semua yang berlaku ada hikmah nya . ujian yang wa terima untuk mengajar wa juga . lagipun , ujian yang datang pada kita tu kan semua yang tertanggung dengan kita ? Allah takan uji kita kalau kita ta mampu .
jadi teman , jangan lah cepat putus asa kalau di uji . mungkin sebab kita lebih kental dari orang lain , sebab itu kita diuji sebegini . ta rugi pun . instead- kita patut bersyukur tau (; sebab ini tanda Allah sayang pada kita . sebab itu kita diuji dengan macam macam dugaan . untuk lebih mendekati dan mengingati pencipta kita . pergh - hidup kalau senang lenang sangat tanpa ujian dan dugaan pun ta best . ta rasa nikmat hidup sebenar .
zaman kejatuhan lah zaman terbaik-wa cakap lu, lagi lagi bila diuji dan ditimpa dengan dugaan perlbagai perisa .pergh zaman ni mengajar kita erti sebuah kehidupan yang real . yelah , senang cerita sambil menikmati kehidupan duniawi - kita still berpijak di bumi yang nyata . atleast kita tahu kedudukan kita dekat mana .
pergh . mulot lagi senang berbicara kan . wa akui kadang kadang wa sendiri terbabas dengan kata kata wa . wa cuma na kongsi cerita je . wa merepek bagai ni untuk wa juga . mogamoga , tulisan wa dapat menguide dan meremind wa supaya ta terbabas lagi . kita ta boleh expect kan what gonna happen lagi . kadang kadang , ada orang ulangi kesilapan yang sama walaupun diuji dengan benda yang sama . takpe , wa ta salahkan diorang . kadang kadang , bukan sekali dua kesalahan yang sama diulang - tapi berkali kali . takpe , ambil lah masa . carilah kekuatan . musuh kita yang paling kuat itu diri kita , so lawan lah diri kita dulu . banyak kan berdoa . Allah is always with us . He will helps us . Insyallah . dia memberi ujian kerana dia sayangkan kita dan ingin menyedarkan kita tentang kealpaan kita . so think positive . think of the benefits we get from the ujian . banyak kan . bla bla bla .
live love laugh (;
yang penting jangan cari bala . what goes around comes around .
I LOVE YOU 1:39 PG
Isnin, 9 Mei 2011
retired
best way (:
im tired . tired of this things stuff and so on . maybe i should just let it go . let them be . forgive them -him , yeah forgive him . this time will be different , totally different - insyaAllah . setiap cerita ada pembuka cerita dan penutup cerita . pembuka cerita bagi aku sangat comel , tapi penutup cerita - yeah totally horrible . sorry for that . girls , biasalah emotional . i know i shouldnt be rude to you . im sorry , i have my own reasons fer that .
change fer good aisyah
I have learned that sometimes "sorry" is not enough. Sometimes you actually have to change.
forgive me for acting like that . this writting is about sincere . sincere in everything i do and what im gonna do next . yes . what im trying to say here - that , kalau permulaan cerita kita semua nya manis tanpa ada hati yang sakit dan kalau ada pun hati yang terluka semuanya terubat dengan cara kita sayang sesama kita . kalau dulu , aku boleh sayang kau seiklas hati , sabar dan redha dengan segala yang bakal berlaku . fer this time , aku yakin aku boleh lepaskan kau seiklas hati juga . sabar dan redha dengan apa yang telah terjadi . what im trying to say is that , selama ni - aku always cakap im trying to let you go . but i didnt because my heart was hurting so much . and i live my life with hating you and ntah - hati busuk - serious ta best , hati ta tenang .so i guess , i realised that .i was wrong. i should change myself. for the sake of my life and urs too , i shouldnt be like that , it wont change anything . cause im the one yang sakit later if i still stick to hating you and more . i guess that , all the hati busuk and stuff will ends here . i'll try to let go everything about you . i'll just let you be with your new life (; goodluck with it . im not going to hate you anymore man , instead - i will always pray the best for you . i hope by ending this , redha & accpt everything as sincere as i can , i can live my life happily without regrets again .
a must and u did (;
insyaAllah ,& i believe that Whenever Allah is testing us with a problem, do not think of how it will be a burden to our life. Instead, think of the copious of good deeds Allah will give .
pray fer me too friend (;
sometimes , we need to learn to let go the most precious things in our life so that we knw how to appreciate them . tho , never regrets with everything u experienced or have . loves them seiklas hati , insyaAllah . u'll just fine instead of hidup tidak tenang . trust me (; this is totally referring to me :b
so people, this is the guy that i always talk about in my blog . this is him , you must knw him if u're one of my friends HE HE .dude , i knw you're having quite a great life there . im happy fer that tho . have fun :D beware of the limits tho .
11 july 2010
forgive me fer whatever things i did that hurts you
y e a h (;
You forgive me for liking you too much,
And I'll forgive you for not liking me enough.
You forgive me for missing you so,
And I'll forgive you for being so cold.
You forgive me for the loud racing of my heart,
And I'll forgive you for not hearing it.
You forgive me for playing your games,
And I'll forgive you for toying with my emotions.
You forgive me for finding you so attractive,
And I'll forgive you for not noticing.
You forgive me for raising you up so high,
And I'll forgive you for bringing me down so low.
You forgive me for wanting to be with you,
And I'll forgive you for avoiding me.
You forgive me for being so pathetic,
And I'll forgive you for taking advantage of it.
You forgive me for not being able to let go,
And I'll forgive you for never having latched on.
You forgive me for having hopes and dreams,
And I'll forgive you for crushing them.
Forgiveness brings inner peace.
Do we have a deal?
I LOVE YOU 1:36 PTG
Ahad, 8 Mei 2011
moments with new people (;
kadang kadang cerita ta perlu di ceritakan kan?
tetapi cerita aku perlu ,
P E R L U , fullstop
GEHEHEHEHEHE
Afikah Hasan & me
semalam ada date dengan Afikah Hasan (; er , nopeeeeeeeeee -.-' she's having a date with this
bunch of kiddies, the new people . haha , naseb comel budak budak ni c[: and me also == having not exactly a date with my new friend . ceritanya , sangat penat gila babeng -.-' ha ha , it was
great , fun , awesome blah blah blah . eventho we're just eating , watch movie together, waiting
fer those kiddies shopping , lepak-ing & snap pictures . lol *guna camera orang :b HA HA .simplest things to do lah (; okaylah , nyce moments having with you guys . pavi then klcc then salah train ,plus sesat sikit -.- pergh macam ta jauh lah perjalanan ==' even orang lain pakai shoes je and fika wearing flat shoes pun dah sakit . me? wearing wages =..= terbaik lah haha . i dont expect that kita banyak berjalan untuk sesat HA HA jkjk (; then balik pulak late at night ? gila jeee -.-' sampai kl cntral around 11.30 . then this scan guy calling me Y U N A ha ha , he said that 'train last 11.06' i was like -..- haha gilakan? tak terfikir pun . haih , last last ayoh datang hambik .(; kih kih . serious , my kaki gila vaveng sakit ); na jalan pun terenjut . jahat punya wages :b HA HA .
nice knowing korang ;D
ontheway balik (;
klcc ;D
encik muka mahal c[;
wohooooo
I LOVE YOU 5:27 PTG
8 m e i
okay okay -.-'
dont know how to explain , cause this is totally funny . yeah funny =..= im trying to laugh but i cant -.-' its weird tho having this feelings ha ha ha okay im laughing . so on 5th mei im having a relationship with this guy . well , today which is 8 mei - tet we're done . funny isnt? paling sekejap ever ? HA HA , selalu dengar dari mulut orang je -.- tet now diri sendiri merasai . like o m g , begini kah rasanya ? well im just fine , cause its still early lah weh . so chill okay you ? nothing to worry lah . well , like i said just now - i always prepare fer this . you pun cakap , manusia boleh berubah anytime . yeah , terbukti lah . well since i dah prepare , so its kinda not a big deal lah . plus - my previous relationship teach me alot (; tho , i respect you sbb hormat i sebagai perempuan . thanks (;
lagipun , i need to deal with my previous life . many things need to be settled . got no times fer this . chill okay ? (;
I LOVE YOU 5:08 PTG
Khamis, 5 Mei 2011
cik bunga lah
8 April 2011
conversation ini tercipta bila -.-' malam dinner tu tak dpt jumpa . i acah acah lah , i cakap 'malulah tu kawan dengan kite ' ngehehe c(;
B U N G A B U N G A B U N G A
well serious cakap i dont like bunga hidup
konon tak suka c(;
oh damn , kesian gila bila tengok bunga tu mati :_:
tapi tapi tapi tapi tapi
kalau orang dah bagi kita terima lah (;
siapa takmahu kan kan ?
HA HA HA HA HA
eh eh eh eh eh , orang tu bukan cakap ta suka kah bunga ?
lmao , yelah yelah yelah
M E M A N G L A H
meh meh meh kita explain c[:
kalau boleh dengan bungabunga sekali na makan c[:
bunga yang kita terima tidak dipinta tapi diberi , makna nya dah jadi lain disitu c[; i love love love and appreciate it so much when it comes to pemberian orang kepada diri ini (; even if i say so that i hate coklat , lol . contoh jelah -.-' , siapa jelah boleh tolak coklat ? HA HA . okay okay sambung cerita . yeah if i tak suka coklat pun , if orang bagi . i'll accpt it , nvr gonna reject lah .
C E R I T A N Y A juga (;
im gonna love it with all of my heart
cehwah , HA HA :b
HMMMMMM ,
then bila dah dapat kat tangan kita
HA HA HA HA HA
hasilnya -.-' , korang jangan lah segan segan atau rasa menyesal pulak
memang satu dunia bakal tahu lah
HIHIHIHIHI
bersepah gambar dalam facebook c[:
kalau awak menyesal bagi dekat kita , takpe takpe . nanti kita bagi balik kat awak . tapi sorry awak :/ bunga tu dah mati . HIHIHIHI . kita dah cakap ,dia memang takan hidup lama dengan
kita . tapi takpe , kenangan itu sentiasa ada . itulah kegunaan nya dengan apa yang kita dah hasilkan (;
antara hasil hasil lain yang dicipta :B
eh eh eh eh eh
cerita tak habis lagilah :/
tadi baru mukadimah je , ye mukadimah je =='
cik rose merah kembang lah dengan kita c(;
oh bak kita tell korang supaya didnt get wrong . he's one of my new friend in UiTM Segamat . kawan punya kawan punya kawan . jadilah K A W A N lagi . huahuahua :b so on that week , ada marketing day , so ada penjualan bunga dari bilik ke bilik . lmao , cause hell -.-' i know nothing
pasal that week , pasal penjualan bunga bagai pun taktahu wujud . cause , im having other program na kena handle . so langsung tak join marketing day :( rugi gila kan ? ramai kot jodoh kat sana HUAHUAHUA
==' okay okay , thats y i was like terkejut when he ask me whether i nak bunga or not . lol siapa tanak ? ha ha -.-' i thought kan dia na mms gambar bunga je . HA HA , lmao again . i pun cakap TAKMAHU laah -.-' kalau bunga betul betul takpalah juga , ceh ceh ceh ==' hahaha . yelah nok -.- gila tak kiut bagi gambar bunga through mms. then , dia cakap lah bunga betul . HA HA HA , i
tanya dia banyak kali kot .macam tak percaya je bakal dapat bunga hidup, lagi lagi from a new friend . aww , terharu . ha ha ha . chill dont get me wrong c(;
bunga + cokolot :b
P A N J A N G L A G I c e r i t a nya (;
tiputiputipu, cerita dah nak habis lah . hihi . so so , since i tak suka sangat bunga - i konon konon reject lah . K O N O N k o n o n lah . i cakap bunga cannot eat -_- lah awak , nak cokolot . then dia cakap yelah yelah , 'kite bagi awak cokolat + bunga ' woah :o sukanya . ha ha h a (; gelabah je kan makcik ni ? ada i nampak macam i peduli ? HA HA . oh not to forget , malam ni lepas dinner kolej (; so walaupun letih , kinda happy . malam tu menggeletik dengan budak bilik ummul HA HA , semua macam jealous , bluek :D kau ada ? kau takda oh c(;
menikmati , haha -.- serious tak puas :b
for me , quite nice lah sebab benda tu need money untuk di spendkan , lol im his new friend okay , to spend money over orang yang baru dikenali quite awesome lah for me . ngeh ngeh :P
oh yeah , you may laughing
but i dont care , i dont even give a damn c(;
this is my first time dapat bunga from a guy
exboyfriend i ? never , bear adalah :b
HE HE HE HE HE
eh nanti kite bagi awak coklat pulak okay c:
oh maybe kali kedua dapat bunga ,
next time mungkin bila time graduate
HAHAHA , graduate ke? -.-'
tet , kalau boleh na tuka bunga dengan coklat
HA HA HA HA HA C(;
AISYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
you forgot to mention about that guy -.-'
who's that guy ?
lets just call him
A J I Q si kedeng (;
next sem , sila silalah tembam c(;
I LOVE YOU 4:24 PTG
i found what i need
oh yeah , i feeeeel it all c[: loving it tho .
atlast akhirnya penghujungnya
C E R I T A N Y A A A A
sebuang cerita cinta bahagia fake masam manis air garam laut mediterian yang tergantung selama ini telah tamat . alkisah nya , penutup ceritanya tidak lah seindah pembuka cerita kisah . parapapapun , alhamdullilah . itu apa yang aku cari selama ini , Allah telah me'MAKBULkan doa aku (; see , meaning to say - Allah is trying to show me something . yeah you know what i mean . daa ? -..-
im glad , that atlast . this stupid love story end . im not hoping for you anymore . never . you are in blacklist's list forever . plus , also glad - i found something that can make me hate you forever and not hoping on you eva . n e v e r. yeah finally , i found it . a reason for me
not to stay with you and leave you happily . atlast (;
you dont have to end this cause i already have
YOU HAVE BEEN D U M P E D
as always (; you know why
silalah muhasabah diri
lega bahagia happy gila bila semuanya dah berakhir (;I never thought I’d hear myself saying this, but thank you. Because if you hadn’t of come along, I never would have learned that my worst day could also have been my best. Because when a heart breaks, it also opens; and once a heart opens any number of things can happen, and some of them can be wonderful.”
Even if it takes a lifetime to get over you
Heaven only knows, I will love again.
I LOVE YOU 4:21 PG
Rabu, 4 Mei 2011
end of story
WE HAD SAID GOOD-BYE SO MANY TIMES BEFORE, BUT SOMEHOW OUR PATHS ALWAYS MANAGED TO CROSS AND WE ENDED UP IN EACH OTHER’S ARMS. BUT NOW WHEN WE SAID THIS GOODBYE I HAVE THIS FEELING THAT I WILL NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN. AND THAT REALLY HURTS BECAUSE I KNOW THAT WE ARE MEANT TO LEAD OUR OWN SEPARATE LIVES. AND I HONESTLY DON’T WANNA CROSS YOUR PATH IN THE FUTURE CAUSE I DON’T WANT ALL THESE FEELINGS TO COME BACK AND HAVE TO TRY TO GET OVER ALL OVER AGAIN.
BUT YEAH, I’LL BE FINE WITHOUT YOU, I’LL MAKE IT SOMEHOW. AND SOON I’LL GET OVER YOU.
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I LOVE YOU 11:17 PTG
real life - deal with it
Ya Allah , thnks for showing me the truth
dunia itu kecil je kawan kawan
kalau tuhan na tunjuk , hmm . toksah lah na rahsia sangat sangat . toksah na simpan sorok yang buruk buruk tu . kan dah diketahui juga (;
sekarang aku baru kenal kau yang sebenar
im glad , eventho it hurts me so much
yeah , kebenaran sangat menyakitkan
well , i can face it (: INSYALLAH
untuk kebaikan me myself and i
let him lost in his world
i dont care , i dont give a fuck to him anymore
here's the last things for him .
mungkin tuhan nak tunjuk dekat aku betapa busuk nya kau . kau ni tk sdr diri lagi hape? na jadi penghuni neraka tetap ape. jage sikit maruah kau . kalau tak , jage maruah pmpuan lain . ingat dlm keluarga kau ade perempaun . kalau tak kena pada ibu tersayang kau mungkin terjadi pada bini kau , anak kau ? doa org teraniayai makbul . satu lagi , aku kesian- orang yang pernah aku sayang , yang pernah aku respek . rupanya taraf dia sama dengan kaki kiri aku je ? kau mungkin kaya ? tu milik tuhan . dunia tu seketika je jantan .ta sangka kau ta brubah lagi . jangan na kejar sangat perempuan . puja mak kau lagi baik , jangan disebabkan benda macam ni jadi punca mak bapak kau masuk neraka . aku tahu aku dua kali lima , tp orang macam kau lah yang buat ramai golongan perempuan masuk neraka . tapi atleast aku tk mcm kau . aku sedih gile kau mcm ni . kesian kau . aku harap kau dapat balasan setimpal .
I LOVE YOU 9:36 PTG
unwanted
Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. What’s meant to be will end up good and what’s not - won’t. Love is worth fighting for, but sometimes you can’t be the only one fighting. At times, people need to fight for you. If they don’t, you just have to move on and realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you.
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I LOVE YOU 4:10 PTG
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so i guess that you dont really need me . you just missed me . thats two different things .
nothing much to say as usual , it just that . i sangat disappointed dengan you . you are a great liar . a very great liar . your promises, totally a shit . aku harap kau dapat balasan yang setimpal . lots of things to say about you , but fer now this is more than enough , cause you know enough who the heck you are .
i dont know - im totally blur - blank , why did you do this to me . people will never understand , why i happened to be like this . i hate being me right now . i hate who i am right know . u're the reason why . i hate you so much dummy .
kenapa , kenapa , kenapa ?
dont take this thing as a small matter
you know how big it is aren't you?
im not strong enough to carry this pain alone
dont be a coward
i wouldnt care much lah you ,tapi you know whyyyyyyy . yes yes yes , i do hate you . but then semua tu sementara . tak pernah lama . thats why i easily terima you again . kesalahan paling besar i . i cant take this anymore .
pretend like it doesnt matter , it hurts
I LOVE YOU 2:55 PTG
sila menyampah (;
tekanan tahap maksima yang dah meletus he he
just enjoy the moments (;
not gonna play your games anymore
new story line t e m a n s e k a l i a n (; its nvr too late
searching for the spell :B
even picture cant explain
oh yeah , i feeeeel it all c[: loving it tho .
lega bahagia happy gila bila semuanya dah berakhir (;
Ya Allah , thnks for showing me the truth 
