A girl with big dreams.
i create my own world from anything i could possibly imagine.

Screaming the insides to the deaf and
forcing fake smiles for a day to day basis.
im a dreamer , a believer and a sinner.
I would enjoy gving sucker punches jst fo the fun of it.

im very much aware that i am just as plain
as anyone else-nothing special.
i appreciate eccentricity, serenity and things surreal.

Sometimes I wish I could, turn back time
Impossible as it may seem
But I wish I could, so bad :/

I stay true to myself and my style,
and I am always pushing myself
to be aware of that and be original.

lotsalovemydearestpeople:)

kan bagus kalau kita sendiri ta pernah terpengaruh dengan orang lain . bukan ke kita lebih kenal siapa kita & pasangan kita . yuppa , kita memang ta boleh na lari dari mulut orang sekeliling kita . yeah, ta dapat dinafikan , semua yang diperkatakan , nasihat yang di beri ; betul . munasabah . logik . acceptable but then kan kita dah besar dah matang . boleh nampak apa yang terbaik untuk kita . macam ta perlulah kita na terpengaruh dengan orang lain && kite harus tahu , semua orang ada pendapat masingmasing & manada orang na tengok teman.sahabat.fmly dia sedihsedih but then kadangkadang isi hati.buah fikiran yang diorang bagi ta betul & ta kena dengan keadaan & sepatut nya , sebab dorang tatau jalan cerita sebenar . dorang tatau ape sebenarnya yang kita mahu & alami . cuba tengok balik ? apa aje lah yang kita rugi kalau dengar ta dengar , dah besar kan? benda remeh je kan . semua dah pandai jaga diri . maybe .

today - awww . freaking fun (:

oh my oh my oh my

life must go on :D leave it ): or take it (: ! if you ever wanted something so badly , please show some efforts and yeah sure effort itu harus ada . dont just talk talk saje lebih & lastlast u did nothng -.- its a shame & fucking loser man -_- peep akan pertikaian every each or ur word weirdo .i can bet that c: which is you just show me your so not cool antitude .

yeah i know , the main reason u're with me before , yeah . jantan kan -.- perangai memang macam tana evil lagi lmao . konon wanna to take care of your parents punya heart lah bagai . whatsoever , hidup menipu buat benda kat belakang parents kau bagai juga . durr -,- still the same awak . tapi gitu lah , apabila depan orang ; which is me , tunjuk baik lar konon , tamau tiputipu-in , rasa guilty larr buat salah & blablabla . lol . oh man , get a life . na seribu daya , enggak mahu seribu dalih . dengan kengkawan laju je , semua boleh . eh tade lah semua . but BOLEH LAHH . bile part aku -.- na amik risk pun tana grr dengan member , sokaydokay plus boleh jela & on amik risk -.- oh yeah kawan jenis & spesis & jantina apa im not sure -.- yeah lately im just being your biasabiasa frnd only , so im not sure who's akceli your frndo -.- yola semua na hidehide .lmao.

oh yeah , starting from yesterday . we have nothng to do with each other dah (;

bytheway , kalau enggak mahu bilang si . jangan di biarin begitu -.- bisa menyakiti hati yang satu itu . HAHA =='yeah , kalau macam dah ada rasa in between tu , awak takpayah na fikir panjang panjang sangat , meh kita short kan . kita main talak :D TALAK 3 TERUS XD haha cam jantan oh -.- jantan ; spesis binatang . eh yelah , merayu begging bagai tapi hati boleh pulak ada pelbagai rasa . ingat apaa? -.- 'mak' panas ni eeee tahpapo oh , so not cool . dalam masa yang sama dok happyhappy dengan kawan baru . loser oh -_-'' plus plus plus

hello , im not stupid . i can read you - based on the way you treat me . hah ==' kalau dahulu kala bukan main bersungguh tapi berdalih/beralasan pon memang sifat kau dari dulu. hush sekarang lagilah gila babie alasan/dalihdalih-an -.- weh , i know that you knw that i can read your hint LOL come on . react as a gentleman lar .bagi tau ah je bodo sial atau kau memang saja je na trap 'insan yang lemah' ini . yela kau guna kelemahan aku untuk target aku buat perangai. dan sambil itu kau dapat benefit -.- hush so no fair GRRR oh whatever mesti kau na kate aku buat nonsense statement/assumption haha get a life , gila 'lame' okay .

HAHHHHHHH -.- kalau dah pb tu memang lah kan . ala pb beginners je kot . pb setakat title haram apo lah sangat -.-ta cukup hebat bagai setakat pb takat / taraf tepi longkang . aha -_-'' kalau kau masuk kampung , muka macam kau ke sapa sapa lah semua nya laku -.- so takpayah na kagum sampai terbangga melampau lampau seterusnya menyesatkan diri -.- na kata pandai , bodoh lah juga . seimbang lah orang kata , eh aku yang kata HEHE (: OH YELAAA , kau kawan dengan orang yang sama perangai  . hah -_-" loser . ceermin diri dulu lah bhai, ta perlu na kerek kerek sangat . belajar kenal orang dulu , ni pun na kena ajar -.- . ne tidak , sikitsikit sangkut kat situ lah sini lah .

HOI hoi hoi hamba ALLAh sekalian , makhluk tuhan itu semua nya yang indahindah belaka , grr . so noneed to be choosy sangat -.- jodoh pertemuan di tangan tuhan . yang penting , kita dapat pasangan yang selayaknya dengan akhlak & akidah kita .woot woot . i loike :D oh lupa lupa yang kau ni 'lame' . yelah hanya ur beloved ibu kau seorang aja perempuan . so inginkan belaian seorang wanita yang muda ? HAHA

=.=adoi adoi . oh yeah plus orang macam kau kurang perhatian , no wonder lah kau cemgitu -.- nvm , aku dah puas bagi perhatian yang kau ta brape inginkan  . tape tape , aku ta nafikan aku ni memang bodo sikit heh . tapelar yang penting aku regret hidup dengan hamba Allah macam kau .

ALLAH itu Maha Adil Maha segala gala yang terhebat . so macam biasa , buat baik insyallah dibalas baik , buat jahat di balas baik ? haha dream on lah gileeee ! aku harap kau dapat yang setimpal timpal nya & yeah aku memang layak pun ditemui dengan insan seperti anda , mungkin tuhan na uji & bagi balasan atas dunia atas kesalahan lama yang aku buat . so maybe afta ths is your turn , oh yeah . definitely , from now on ! i will remove youuuuuu from my life - out of my mind (: noktah cinta 

rawr RAWR rawr
haha thnks alot tasya cz open my eyes :D teringat pula ayat seorang mamat ni 'open your eyes dude ' LOL . tapi ayat dia ber maksud yang sangat teramat sinis . lmao :o

am i terlalu meng-annoyingkan hidup anda asshole ?am i ? ape sesak sangat , sempit sangat dah hidup anda setelah saya wujud dalam hidup anda ? if that so , if that is what you want . nahhh , pergilah . aku boleh bagi kau space . beribu juta million trillion space . i dont care i dont mind . you can have all of that . hambik hambik . sorry fer acting like that . hah , you know whyy i did all those stupid things & seboksebok na tahu semua hal kau .cause i care about you . hah , now i can see that you ta suka / ta perlukan semua benda ni kan ? kau ingat senang ke na jadi macam tu ? sukasuki hati semula jadi na kesah na ambil tahu pasal orang ? itu perlukan effort okayy . SEEE , im wasting my time selama ni cz u never ever apprciates sume tu , apa yang anda tahu . saya cuma mahukan fightyfightyy . thats so not true .

MOREMOREMORE , pasal rasa SELAMAAAAT . woah (: baru aku nampak sekarang HAHA . which is dulu dah nampak juga , but aku cam ta amik port sangat benda small matte . hee . but now , cannot meh , harus diambil kira semua perkara ! kau kenal aku kan ? yelah , aku ni sikit sikit minta break . tapi ta pena putus putus jugaa kan ? lepas kau brayat bagai , merayu bagai , aku pun bersetuju laah untuk meneruskan hubungan kita ini HIHI walaupun kau ayat je lebih benda nya macam biasa je -.- tade perubahan . so mesti kau agak aku ta serious kan kali ni ? yelah , kau mesti fikir kau boleh brayat bagai , aku kembali pada kau lah konon . sedangkan dalam masa yang sama duk tuka skype bagai HAHA kelakar lah weh .kau silap lah mangkuk lmao . aku serious gila. haha . yeah , maybe bukan sebab kau rasa selamat sebab kau mungkin dapat aku balik selepas berayat . mungkin sebab kau dah ade sparepart celah ketiak kau kan . so that kau macam , eh bukan macam dah memang ta kesah ? na aku buktikan ?

first FIRST , pasal status relationship kau . woah awesome gila , dah tuka kooot -.- gara gara your frnddo yang loser gila vavi lol . kawan kau yang mana tuu banggang sangat bagi idea yang terlampau lampau bernas ni ?SO SO kawan kau yang LOSER itu lah yang tuka status relationship kan kan & konon nya engkau ta rela ? oh come on lah . im not stupid . itu semua kerana kau rasa teramat sangat SELAMAT . yelah dengan confident kau rasa aku akan still lekat dengan kau juga kot -.- or maybe sebab kau dah ada sparepart kat celah bulu ketiak kau tu ==' oh my kotor nya anda x.x get a life lah , kalau betul kau tanak tukaa , kau boleeeh je halang member kau tuh kan ? and plus kau boleh sahaja tuka balik . tapi kau tak tuka kan ? so seeee , kau memang dalam keadaan yang sangat sangat comfort ? macam 'whatever ina' HAHA whatever kau okay -.- hey come on lah . if tana cakap tana , ta payah lah na jadi fake bagai . annoying tahu -.- maybe kau suka juga rasa single . na TEST market? HAHA . sumpah bodo gila ta matured shial -.- okay ina chill HAHAHA :D

SECOND second , pasal text-ing .amboi sekarang dah hebat sangat eh eh (: bgslah im happy fer you. tapi kalau betul dah tamau buat lah cara tamau okay awak :D kankan , aku hantar msg minta break . apa kau buat ==' kau buat dont know . kau balas a couple of msg je kot -.- memang minta makan penyepak lah . kau kata kau ta balas sebab DIPRESS . HAHA =.= kalau DULU bukan main lagi call gila babi lah , siap call ummie lagi -.- TIME TUUUU JELAHHH . yelah maybe SEBAB kau rasa teramat sangar SAFEEEE gila vavi . safe lah sebab kau yakin juga one day dengan ayat kau yang BERAIR tu -.- boleh buat aku cair atau mungkin sebab betina betina disekeliling anda . yelah , dah ada orang baru mana na pandang orang disini . HAHAH ==' bahagia aku tengok kau kat facebook kan kan dengan kawan baharu kau heshesh . orang tu cakap kat kita jangan buat tapi dia buat boleh . orang tu cakap kat kita na kat kita lagi tapi belakang kita mesra mesra kenal orang baru . kita pun na jugaa -_________- TEEEEET . im not that kind of person . lmao xD come on lah dooo -.- haih .sanggup kan ta text apa kan kan , sedih ni T.T HAHAHAHA. psfftt , semua gara gara idea bernas+bodo orangorang kau . langsung tidak membantu kan ? benda kau tahukan ape effect dia ? -.- boleh pulak lah kan hah -.- duk tuka skype-ing dengan betina bagai . HAHA .

bytheway , orangorang golongan lakhnat tu boleh pula ajar kau CARAcara na meruntuhkan rumah tangga orang cehwah HAHA SO SO asal kau ta pula minta dorang ajar kau care na mendirikan membentuk mengindahkan balik rumah tangga tu ? apa kepala kepala itu memang dasar pemusnah sahaja eh ? heh boleh pula kan kau tanya aku apa patut kau buat lmao == bak wa ajar luuu ? == pegilah search dekat google lmao

AS A CONCLUSION LAAAAH eh ini bukan assumption =='
dr gaya kau ckp, menunjukan kau perlukan space dari aku . kau macam rasa aku suka sempitSEMPIT menyempitNYEMPIT dalam hidup kau . so, in the mean time KAWAN kau pula suka bagi cadangan yang "KONON" nya bernas yg agakagak boleh la buat kau ceria berbanding aku yang suka memPRESSURE-ING a.k.a suka PUSH-ing kau. SEDANGKANNNN == aku selalu pushpush kau && sempit2 dalam hidup kau atas sebab&&somting yang kau buat.and boleh buat .nothing is impposible by the way cuz i know you well && better perangai comel kau dari member UTP kau lmao. sbb aku push kau, kau rasa dipress n rasa mcm need space. so ko ta reply msg aku sambil happy2 dengan betina mana or dengan renrakan yang beri idea bernas lmao =='

THEEEEEN bila aku dah bagi kau green light untuk bagi kau space, which is kau tahu aku ta kesah , so bila aku ta kesah , kau selamber derk ta balas masage aku , yang konon nya kau tengah DIPRESS bagai .yelah sebab on the mean time kite still on bercouple, kau rasa kau selamat/save. selamat dr segi semua aspek laaaah -.- kau rasa aku TAK AKAN buat tindakan yang pelikpelik if kau buat benda pelikpelik.&& kau berani buat pelikpelik kerana aku dah bagi green light kat kau SO SO SO kau fikir, aku x bole marah kau atas sebab aku dah beri izin & itu ape yang aku mahu

so thank you so much for you && your supporter ==. dengar ye kalau kau pekak buta tuli .

psss : aku maksudkan ape yang aku cakap fullstop (:

babe , im just deactivated my account fer about one day or maybe two ? like who cares ? haha & like omg . gila kelakar lah kan . he changed his status . which is woah . perubahan yang tersangat bagus . HAHA . yelah kan , sparepart celah kelangkang aja . ta pandang dah dengan orang depan mata yang banyak buat masalah ni HAHA lmao do . apa orang kata ? kalau dah ORANG BATAK PEREMPUAN tuu ==' memang ta boleh buat ape . like omg . macam mana aku pernah hidup dengan insan sebegini . oh lupa lupa HIHI ujian dari ALLAH :D kiki so sekarang i bet kawan ramai gila dah lah kan yang support dari belakang depan kiri kanan HAHA -.- lame gilaa okay . yeah , thnks alot to ur fucking asshole supporter yang loser teramat .OH OH just baru perasan gilaa taff anda sekarang HEBAT tabik spring kejap HAHAHA kalau dulu HAIH -.- HAHAHA yeah kawan sama kawan mestilah sama sama loser kan -.- sumpah lah kesian gila untuk orang yang gila lah loser teramat which is cari perhatian dari orang lain . which is ORANG KURANG PERHATIAN . O M G , btw u should thank me sebab kau dapat balik kawan kau kerana aku . yolaa walaupun maybe 30% aja because of me. HAHA , dengan buat emo bagai . kau memang hebat dalam berlakon . yelah tapi bak kata kau sebab gigi kau yang telampau comel buat kau terbantut. yeah memang banyak pun hikmah tuhan buat gigi kau macam tu HAHA so that tadelah kau lebih liar lagi & kemungkinan terkeluar dari landasan yang sepatutnya . kesimpulan nya , tana lah bagi kau sesat lagi since sekarang dah sesat HAHAHA . heee :) semoga kau hidup bahagia yeah :')

p/s : cik mia (: u can have your beloved boy back. korang kan dah biasa sharing pasangan aww :D

weh babi , we're done. thank you so much for everything you did . but well everything you did is NOTHING . back off ashole . please be matured and get a life .

kalau dah memang spesis piglet memang ta boleh lari dari menyusahkan hidup aku , shial.

Everytime we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet
Every roomate kept awake
By every silent scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still dont missed you yet
Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet
Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Only when I stop to think about you
I know
Only when you stop to think about me
Do you know

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
You hate everything about me
Why do you love me

I hate
You hate
I hate
You love me

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you

I could be fake
I could be stupid
You know I could be just like you

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

I could be cold
I could be ruthless
You know I could be just like you

I could be weak
I could be senseless
You know I could be just like you

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

On my own, cause I can’t take liven with you
I’m alone, so I won’t turn out like you
Want me to

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you

While everybody else is getting out of bed
I'm usually getting in it, I'm not in it to win it
And there's a thousand ways you can skin it

My feet have been on the floor flat like an idle singer
Remember winger, I digress
I confess you are the best thing in my life

But I'm afraid when I hear stories about a husband and wife
There's no happy endings, no Henry Lee
But you are the greatest thing about me

If it's love
And we decide that it's forever
No one else could do it better

If it's love
And we're two birds of a feather
Then the rest is just whenever

And if I'm addicted to loving you
And you're addicted to my love too
We can be them two birds of a feather that flock together

Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, love
That's enough for me

Took a loan on a house I own
Can't be a queen bee without a bee throne
I wanna buy you everything except cologne 'cause it's poison

We can travel to Spain where the rain falls
Mainly on the plain side and sing
'Cause it is we can laugh, we can sing
Have ten kids and give them everything

Hold our cell phones up in the air
And just be glad that we made it here alive
On a spinning ball in the middle of space
I love you from your toes to your face

If it's love
And we decide that it's forever
No one else could do it better

If it's love
And we're two birds of a feather
Then the rest is just whenever

And if I'm addicted to loving you
And you're addicted to my love too
We can be them two birds of a feather that flock together

Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, love
That's enough for me

You can move in, I won't ask where you've been
'Cause everybody has a past
When we're older we'll do it all over again

When everybody else is getting out of bed
I'm usually getting in it, I'm not in it to win it
I'm in it for you

If it's love
And we're two birds of a feather
Then the rest is just whenever
Then the rest is just whenever

If it's love
And we decide that it's forever
No one else could do it better

And if I'm addicted to loving you
And you're addicted to my love too
We can be them two birds of a feather that flock together

Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, love
That's enough for me

AWAK . sampai hati awak kann :( touching gilaaaa kite semalam . aww c: suka suki hati awak je cakap macam tu pasal kita kan . awak ape tau ape ade dalam sanubari kita . awak ta boleh tengok awak ta boleh sentuh , tapi boleh lah rasa kot. tapi yelah , maybe sebab awak ta dapat feel benda tu maka kata kata tu pun awak ucapkan . sungguh tidak benar awak . kan saya dah cakap saya na berubah . berubah kepada yang lebih baik . dah ada azam & ketekadtan dah pon . maybe awak masih belum dapat lagi rasakan semua itu . nevermind awak , coming sooon .memang saya cakap na cube let go & not to care much pasal halhal kita . yeah , such as hal kecik kecik macam na ada doubt or whatsoever , yeah , really i dont have time fer that things dah . insyallah (: tapi ta salah kan kadangkadang . hihi. susah lah na ubah tabiat . tapi takpelah , makna nya saya kesah & peduli pasal awak , yela sanggup guna masa terluang saya untuk fikirkan pasal awak je . kadangkadang 24/7 tau . hihi .gedik je kan saya , sampai awak annoying sangat dengan saya . sekarang saya ubah , tapi ta bermakna sayang saya dah kurang taw ! malah bertambah gitu. feweeet :P suka tak suka tak ? hihi . jujur saya cakap , sekarang tade langsung rasa saya ta percayakan awak ke ape ke , kalau ada tuu , itu hanyalah bercanda berteasing semata mata . awak ni comel lah , sikitsikt na touching . hihi :) sebab tu kite lagi lah suka teasing awak , sampai kadang kadang bergado pulak . yelah saya paham awak dan saya berbeza , kefahaman kita pasal sesuatu benda lain . bila saya cakap ni , awak touching . bila awak cakap ni , saya pula tocuhing . ha ha , tapi tuh yang best , banyak lagi kita perlu kenal pasal diri kita , seronok juga hidup dengan awak , banyak dah ilmu pengalaman pengajaran dan pelbagai lah yang saya tahu & dapat .so kita na conclude kan , kita minta maaf lah atas perangai dan mulot kita ni yang sangat ta reti bahasa. bukan kita ta kesah atau ta peduli pasal hubungan ni . kita kesah sangat , tanak lah behenti tengah jalan , yelah walaupun cara kita cakap macam poyo na mampus ta kesah . maybe care kita sampai kan salah , sampai awak cakap kat kite macam tu . sedihnya T.T . cukup lah dengan apa yang kita dah harungi & jalani sama sama awak boleh lah conclude sendiri rasa sayang saya dekat awak ('; cuma saya na tegaskan , kalau putus dan segala itu semua di tangan tuhan , & asal dan selagi kita dilandas yang betul dan masih berpegang pada prinsip yang sama , insyallah everythng will be just fine okay :) yeah , last but not least , i care about us :)

A very good good nyte to me , ouch thnks ('; yeah , tajuk hari ni . '' dah tau salah mengaku ajo lah en'' . HIHI. salah salah salah . APA ni -.- ? jangan lah annoying sangat kan . kau tu mulia sangat kah ta pernah buat salah . eceh , kata kata yang khas ditujukan kepada saya :B thnks again ! muaha . today ada koko , yeah aku bomba lah en as usual . yeah eventho tahun baru sepatut nya ada perbuahan . hah -.- ni jelah yang memang ta boleh berubah sampai part three . oh nevermind . yang penting dapat AAAAAAAAAA. lawa lah G.P.A nanti . kehkeh ;) be jelous ! so then , kalau dulu kisah seorang komander ni , but then now dia dah nyah . ta ingat kenapa , macam tak penting na hambik tahu :P so since now NEW YEAR , the ada lah NEW KOMANDER . tet , super annoying. HA HA , jahatnyaaaa wa ! == nah ,just kidding . mereka okay . same part as us but a bit garang . grr , muka minta makan penyepak . macam ta boleh na polite kan ? takde adab ape -.- bak datang aku ajar. HUAHUA. harihari makan b a b y nanti HIHI so as usual ada this one part lah en-.- sport check . tet , before this sport check dalam kawad kitorang stay dalam kelas dulu . at that time , all of the annoying komender , semua duk cari kesalahan untuk di attack nanti . HEHE .yeah , memang diorang attack pong . shit ! ==' . so ada dis one new komander , gila kecik . which is pendek + keding . alahai adik , cehwah -.- macam mana boleh jadi komander ni -.- HIHIHIHI . hambik kau , GARANG gile -.- bila bersuara macam minta kene penyepak aje . ha ha . tapi sungguh ta boleh tahan wa cakap lu , comel sangat . na marah pun ta jadi tengok dia. HAAAAA , then bila time sportcheck .JENGJENGJENG , budak sebelah kena dulu . so macam dah bleh agak dialog dia. fuhh , panas shial -.- aku apelagi . dah siapsiap dah na ngaku salah . ingat kan dia cakap 'bagus budak ni ngaku salah ' keke . hampeh =.= . sebelum sempat dia bagi salam , tanya sehat . aku dah angkat tangan tunjuk kuku . fuhh -.- dia panas aje . bibir dah ketap ketap dah , tunggu na shoot aje. tpi dia buat cool bagi salam , then ' HAA , TA RETI BAHASA KE ? DAH TAU ADA KOKO TA RETI RETI NA POTONG KUKU KE ?' okay cik adik manis , thnk you. so nice of you :) aku apelagi . bila kena sound aku tersengeh cam kerang comel je . HA HA. comel betol komander ni . next time marah lagi lah ye. silapsilap, merah bontot kau :B kehkeh , thats all fer today . jap lagi bahan tomyam ! tunggu my maid pergi amik dekat benteng ('; aww

i am totally blur . blur oh yeah . it feels so goood . yummy . to you , if that is the best way to treat me . then im okay with that . just dont leave & give me too much space . you know what will happen aite :) yeah , being care-less about you . oh i dont want that . it sux .whatever . tadi malam ade kelas, then my friend cakap ' you look different ina -.- ta macam sem lepas *sambil buat muka weirdo dia ' eh ? == then, i answered 'maybe because ta sehat , so i look like a good good gurl ' heh . sumpah tak , well i have no answer fer yea . bila tanya ummul asal hawa cakap aku cemgitu oh -.- then dia cakap sebab 'kau kurus kot , muka kau cengkung '? heh . sungguh lah tidak kan == bontot na pulak besar kan HA HA. so i was like , okay whatever . hentah . yang penting yela yang aku perasan muka aku macam tade n u r . yeah , you know why . i know why . heh . macam macam lah today . a bit penat . na cari notes na buat notes na present na buat reflection lagi . like hell yeah so many things to do . && this coming weeeekend macam shit , lotsa of activities . grr . kupon cam haram je -.- account & stuff , shit i still blury gila babi konsep dia . omigod please help me . this thng really makes me nervous-roksia -.- HA HA. welll i think i just need to S L E E P. tasya cakap mimpi dia . yes dear, wil do fer ya . good nyte bloggie :) iloveyou

taiping sambil makan mamee :) nyumnyum , tapi kila cakap ape barang dou mamee -.- okay okay . dah kau ape barang dinner maggie tomyam . tengok tengok aku makan A Y A M . miahaha (x . HEHE. hari ni balaks aku kuar pergi sp .alah sumway piramid je . cehwah , katekate dari orang jelous memang cemgitu HIHI. ngeng , so not jelous ;) one thing pasal keluar & stuff ni , just na make it clear , i dont mind pun you na keluar or whatsoever . heh , yeah cant deny that im a bit annoying kan . macam you cakap , i ni suka rosakkan mood you bila tengah happy / memang ta suka tengok you happy . i dont know what to say & yeah it hurts,eventho half of it mcm betul sangat . but i have my reasonable gila babie punya alasan okay . tah , cubalah muhasabah diri . so jangan lah touching sangat kalau i cakap 'have fun' 'you mesti suka gila dapat keluar' . i just bergurau bercanda , berteasing teasing . kalau you ingat laaah sayang , you pon used to say those words to me when im out with my frnd . one more thing , u dont like bila i keluar ade mix dua jantina , then how about you darling ? kan kan , you defend yourself kan , u cakap you pandai jaga diri & stuff . same goes to me sayang , i know how to take care of my self tooo :) tapi you mesti cakap , perempuan lain . lelaki ni blablabla . HEHEHE , naah , you know what ? boys or gurls , sama sahaja okay . duadua kuat flirt . so semua tu atas diri kita sayang :) so lets just be fair & square okay . i know how to take care of my heart , as you knoe me about a year already , im not that kind of person yang suka flirt menggatal bagai . so never ever worrrrry honey ! lagipun like i said before , dunia baru , tahun baru hubungan baru , cehwah . so prinsip kehidupan abit change , making it moree simple w/o mempressure-ing us . so macam yang dikata-in sebelum ni , i wont care much dah , i will just accpt it . just benda terang benderang yang ta puast ati ajelah na potpet macam makcik :D you dont mind kan sayang ? hihi . & about phone call bagai . hmm , think about it more okay . im not going to say & brought up all this annoying words again to you . tau tahuu sendiri je la , what you should & what you shouldnt do (: today okay lah . okay lah sangat -.- pagi tadi pegi kelas tanpa mandi HA HA . hebathebat , masih tidak berubah macam sem lepas. he he . dah lah on my favourite day . wednesday , ee pls dont do this to me again or i will hate you , wednesday . HIHI . takpela, dah ubat dah hati . today eat dua ketul ayam .weet weet (: abang kita na gemok dah :P oh yeah , lately malas sangat na tulis diari ,banyak dah hari termiss . hoho -.- very de pemalas-ness . nvm , stay cute . cheeeeseee :B i kan kan kan , selalu juga kadang kadang terlupas something or anyhting . hahah -.- nyanyuk tuh memang doh ;') ni masalah sekarang sebab sebab , aku selalu cerita sendiri masalah aku dengan diri sendiri , yeah aku lebih banyak cakap dengan diri dari orang lain . pelik ? tak berkembang ? heh berkembang aje eh , okay je . aku still normal & still can think masak masak . hoho :B whatever , tapi lain dengan dia & my frnds , dorang lupa because of dah tell peep & dah lepas semua & ape dorang rasa. so benda yang sama juga lah , lepas aku cerita talk talk dengan diri aku , then aku pun rase lega gila , macam dah lepas je sume cerita & pressure then aku pun memang dah tak akan hengat ape na cakap .hehe okay == bosan en en ? whocares ? :)

i need to be something . i need to be someone . i dont wanna be an anon . i dont wanna be types of peep that i hate . i dont wanna be a WANABEE . that is so not me . i just want to be my self . the lame lame lame me that i used to hate before , but the facts is the lame lame me had help me alot in survive-ing in my real lyfe . laugh my ass off . pffftt . haha whatever , i just cant change the bad things inside me . i just love being rude to prevent my self frm getting hurt . shial kan ? i dont care. you just dont know why (: so chill when ure seing me being rude . oh no offense babe . sometimes the rude words just naturally came up from my mouth w/o i realised it . yeah it means i DONT M E A N it . thank you . pissed off ? okay , get a lyfe ('; . hey hey hey . here come the malay words . speaking bagai pun broken je . ha ha :P entah lah . lately lately or maybe always , selalu sangat rasa guilty . pity . sad . whatever . blablabla. yeah , all of that shit . & it sux okay .please take one of my shoe and be in there .haha boleh pulak ? rosak bahasa dah . haih -.- . lagi lagi bila rasa orang terdekat aku dapat bala dari dosa dosa stupid yang aku buat . hebat kan kuasa tuhan ? sebab tuh kot some other thngs masih ta brubah & become worse than before . shit lah . im so fucking sorry for that . im really feeeeeel like wanna kill my self & put all the blame to me . grr ! shial kan kan ?yeah the best solution is , dekat kan diri dengan tuhan & lebih fokus & tumpukan perhatian pada ape yang aku na achieve . no more stupid things to think about . no M O R E . pasal my relationship or whatsoever , yeah i admit dou , it did give me alot of pressure . pressure pressure -.- haha . but now dah okay . but still lah . so i have made up my mind . im just gonna see how will our things goes. no no doesnt mean i dont care much about us . it just that , i just need to be more chill & not to be so tension about all this things. yeah i admit suka sangat fikir semberono . my bad ): all my bushit think happened kan ? that thing buat lagi pressure . but since we're already one year together .muahmuah (: & i think u dah sedar & dah matured kot boleh fikir yang terbaik & stuff . i will try my best to let go the past & be more chill & not to melenting much . hihi . tuh lah , just hoping now sekarang whatever , i can depend on your words . yeah . i will trust you hundred and one percent. its okay .just be guilty bila buat salah . gehe :B && also i will accept the way u treat me & react , its okay if that is the very best of you , insyALLAH i will be satisfied . cehwah (; no more complain-ing . just lotsa compliments (: suka ta suka ta ? hihi . oh btw sorry if u nampak i macam seorang yang sangat materiality . im so not . i just wanna see your effort . to my beloved parents . insyallah i will do my very best . you know its really taff kan na sucess , HA HA . jkjk (: in fact if its true , i will do my best & struggle gila babie . oh yeah . hihi . satu hal lagi , akceli aku ada masalah dalaman . diri aku sendiri . hell-o . this stupid thing . grr . blahblah . one day bila aku dah berjaya atasi masalah ni , yeah memang ta boleh atasi just boleh jadi macam mereka , one day . insyALLAH . may god help me ! please pray fer me :')

haih since today

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I want to have fun. I want to shine like the sun. I want to be the one that you want to see. I want to knit you a sweater. I want to write you a love letter. I want to make you feel better. I want to make you feel free.



I have a feeling that being in love sometimes means the projection of your desires onto another person. The important thing is that you like the other person, respect the other person and want to raise children with the other person.




I prefer to be a dreamer among the humblest, with visions to be realized, than lord among those without dreams and desires.



I have learned to seek my happiness by limiting my desires, rather than in attempting to satisfy them.

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