so here , wa just na tengok sahaja macam mana dan bagaimana :/ quite sedih , cause he happened to be tak kesah . still the same , ignoring my text . giving lots of excuse . like hello , im your glf . cant u treat me elokelok instead of giving those stupid reasons . d a m n , u make me look and feel like a great damn pathetic to my own self ergg' . terima kasih .

i know , i know this is not our first time . hell yeah , doesnt mean you hanya perlu lenggang sebegitu . im speechless , seriously . sometimes , cakap dengan my ownself lagi better . thats what i always do . easy - noneed to typing and bla bla bla . lagipun , it isnt easy to express what you really feel in this blog . yeah , im preferring talking to someone when it comes to something need to be talk . heh -.-' . the problem is , this guy sangat busy with his life . maybe? i dont know . so its quite susah and uncomfortable to talk with him . should i having this stupid problems in my own relationship ? i bet you know the answer

well , nothing much to say . well since kita sendiri pun ta talk talk or having discussion langsung . ta kesah lah . cause im not gonna tell you any of my stupid story about me and my stupid annoyance feelings . ha ha -.-' , i dont mind . cause already have this blog to talk with (: love you bloggie ! see ? i rather talking to a THING than you? apekah itu . hmmm :/

yeah , im quite disappointed with you . i was like waiting fer you ,but then you're just like leaving me hanging just like that , thanks . do you know how much i hurt because of that ? no you dont , cause you done even care much about us anymore . i knew that from the first dude , but i dont mind either . maybe this is what i need, a strength to face a reality . so that i can be taffer and stronger like you wish for .

whatever it is , i cant stand with it .