im tired of crying and thinking about this.i cant deny that since u pergi - my life quite miserable .one more , im not that taff like what you thought .all this time , you are the one that makes me lebih tabah, yeah .i told yea - lotsa of benefits get from you. thankyousomuchammar (;
yes , im also a big fat liar - seriously , sangat sakit seing you very happy w/o me than when im with you in ur previous life. its like im not matter to you anymore . yes i know that , aww see how pathetic i look again? whatever , i dont care - since this is my last writting . i dont mind if u might look down at this . somehow i realised that , u're taking advantage on me - youknowwhatimtalkingabout . but i always butakan mata buat buat taktahu - i tot there's not end so i teruskan cerita kita. but i was wrong- see now; we're nothing , who's the one yang the most stupid now? its me , for falling in love with you .
yes , i know i always say takpetakpe , itsokay - but seriously its so not okay
nevermind ammar ariffin bin abd malek
NEVERFEELSORRYTOWARDSME.
imma big girl , i know how to survive
insyALLAH .
well , sorry for blocking you from my life terus
im not that taff to see your routines life out there, whatever its is.
im not that taff to know that ure meeting for someone else out there
im never di ajar to be taff for that things and will never ever be
its better fer me to belah rather than being hurt
well i know that will make your life more easier , you should thank me.
well , there's alot of things and thought to share about .
but i guess it doesnt matter anymore , yeah doesnt matter
kan kan i selalu cakap na belah , tapi ta belah belah .dont worry , im not gonna disturb your life dah , my promise :) you can live happily with ur new life and new partner ! i wont be like your ex , and i know im not worth like your ex gf- which is u're still contacting them when we're still in a relationship and whatsoever.now i dont have the right anymore , its urs.you should be happy that , im not like those kind of people yang suka menggangu rumah tangga orang lain , yeah i am not that mean man .i learned from mistakes , if i dont want people to feel like what i felt , so i dont want to do the things that i hate so that semua orang boleh bahagia .
yeahyeah last but not least,
yes , you have the right to leave me but at least do tell me why.
because what’s even more painful than being abandoned is knowing im not worth an explanation.
not too forget ! do delete my piches - sins makes my life miserable , enough lah dengan apa yang kita dah lalui .
do you wanna know how loser i am? i even crying while typing this stupid writting .
p/s : please dont get misunderstanding , im not hoping for you to come back , i just need to hear something from you for the last time.